God of the "more than". Ps Philip skyline.

John 9. The man born blind.
God above the "whys"

1. Some things are a mystery.
Some people that walk into my clinic are immensely courageous. The woman whom stooped so low, but had such a high perspective of life.

Man with cancer. Still so loud. So happy. What a great God, what a great life. At his funeral, people were still rejoicing for God's goodness.

Lady with cancer of ovary. Is now married and pregnant. They light up my life.

They found a secret that has enabled them to overcome.

God of the.. Mystery

Jesus was debating with pharisees about them saying they have a faith of Abraham, but jesus said he was even before Abraham. He is bigger.

They wanted to stone him, he slipped out.

This should not be happening to me. I don't deserve this. Self righteousness.

Maybe the sins of the past are coming to find me. A sense of condemnation.

All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. We are under grace not law.

When we ask "why".. Its on the wrong premise that the disciples asked.

Jesus never answered the question.

A question Jesus wants us to ask:

2. Mystery does not mean no prupose

Jesus: it was not that this man sinned, ro his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him.

The real question :
God, what next?

What do You want me to do?
That the glory and works of God might be displayed

God's work, his deeds, his accomplishments..

Nothing there that God promised that there'll be a supernatural healing miracle...

But that His work will be done. And for His glory.

All means all
Good means good

Stop digging the why pit
It is a abyss.
10, 20 years later still asking why.

God why, I can't tell you, cause you're not I heaven yet.

3. Follow through. He is the light of the world.

God can only do the works while it is still day. Jesus is the light of the world. Yesterday, today and forever. Period.

As long as we don't allow Christ to come in, then it'll be night.

Allow God in.

We can never predict what miracles God will do.

Jesus healed 5 blind people. All of it was different. Barthemaous. Just spoke the word. 2 blind people: he laid hands on them. Bathsaeda: pull one blind man out of the crowd. Spat on his eyes. I can see, but they are like trees. Let me lay hands on you, why two stage? Even healing there is no standard procedure.

Mud. Still didn't get to see. Asked to go wash at the pool of Siloam. 1 km away. Feast of tabernacles. It would have been packed. Gates of the temple. To that distance.

Where is the pool? He had to struggle.

If we follow through, His light will shine through.

So he went and wash and came back seeing. Somewhere along the way he was healed.

Surrender to him, speak healing. Leave the healing to him. Always be purpose..

Wheather it heals or not.

If we focus on the healing. We'll be asking the why question.

Healing is great.
But greater is glory of God.

Ask

A new look to enducation.

Why am I learning things?
Who are the lecturers? Who is the student? What is work? Who gets paid for what and who paying for what.

I have a fear of approaching lecturers.
To ask them about things.
Especially things I don't know about.
Its weird. I thought I would want to be able to learn new things from people whom can teach.

Where did I all go wrong? Why don't u feel safe asking educators anymore. Is it because I see them as bosses? People whom aren't there to help but to judge my work and redicule me.

Why... This is such a wrong perception of them. They are essential nice people. Wonderful people willing to help.

They are paid by the government as lecturers to teach the university students whom in turn pay tuition fees to get the tutoring and knowledge. It's a right to claim their time and attention.

Right? How come I shy away from waking to my lecturers door. Why do I feel like he's too busy for me and I shouldn't disturb him. He's always wanting to meet me. Or am I passive, am I just waiting for work. Am I just a slave to obey and have no right to think for myself what to do.

Why...

Am

I scared.

Why do I fear.

Is it because I don't want to give the perception to them that I'm inadequate, incompetent, lacking in knowledge.

Pride.

I don't see them out of my own pride.
How do I do away with that?

I thought I was being humble by giving them time to do thier own things. But its wrong, in not seeing them I'm causing more grief and worry. While they should know and rest assured that they don't need to worry about me and can focus on other thingngd.. They worry. They start worrying.

I'm not smart.
I'm not as smart as I think I am.
If I'm shy to ask for help.

I thought everything could be solved with a quite check to Google. Wrong, things get solved when we take the effort to approach people that know how to solve things.

Don't be lazy.
Googling is like cheating. Taking the short cut.

Take the long road. Take the walk to school. Take the walk to the lecturers office.

Schedule an appointment.
Say "I don't know how to do this, can you please teach me?"

A teachable mind, heart and soul.
An attitude that isn't proud.

That doesn't put down people.
That doesn't put myself down.
That...

Is willing to ask for hwlp
And be guided.

Its different from thinking
" owh the other person did all of this for me and hence nothing is my own work."

Itvia being able to embrace...
The help of others..
So that we can achieve greater heights.

If I don't know. Ask.

New. Baru

Vision is crucial.
People without a vision perish.

Chracter to inspire people to move together with you.

Autocratic and being firm is hard.

Like a helicopter going round,
Going to land and just take off again.

The right timing.

Actions should be consistent with our words.

Respect others, but at the same time live your own faith. They will respect you back.

I can shout but the other guy won't hear,
I can whisper but the other will listen.

Which style do you want.

Where to learn leadership?
Older siblings will take care of younger ones.
Young children carry parang to collect firewood.
Unconsciously exercise leadership.

When there are older people,
Go to them, sit down with them, talk to them.

Don't always just be with your own peers.

Wife: when you come back to the house, leave your minister stuff outside...

In the house, a father, a husband. Faithful and loving.

Outside: integrity and credibility.

A person they can trust.

I do what I decide, if not you'll be caught in people's perception.

Ladies have expectations of husband.
But they always fail us kan.

Trained to speak her mind.
But no need to shout, just whisper.

God put me there for a reason
When I meet God, I can say..
I what you put me here for.

I hold God fully responsible.

I'm an opposition at heart.

Need to be patient.
The way government do things is so slow.
God is responsible to protect me.
He's responsibility to make sure we're alive.

She's the mother of all the lawyers.
She's the speaker of the house.
Straight forward.

Schools and stateless children

If only local schools could work together with NGOs

To let voluntary teachers educate the stateless children using thier classroom facilities after school hours.

I mean, what's the point of it being empty right. And it's not like taxpayers money is to just build schools for our own kids, it can bless others that aren't so fortunate.

The ministry of education can have some kind of CRS. Often the villages are just outside in the vicinity of nice buildings.

Any room will do.

They are going to be here whether you like it of not. They are still going to grow up, the least we can do is provide basic education so that they can find someplace to belong in this society.

What you doing want them to belong?

The perfect life

Is... Non existent
Everyone falls short of this standard.

Some trip or hit walls,
They show cracks and scars

Others fall, picking themselves up
With some scrapes and bruises.

And those that reach rock bottom
They are broken and...

Can't be repaired.

I fact, no one can really repair themselves. As much as we'd like to think so of being capable.

No,

There is only one Way.

And it is not found within us.

There is only one Way,

It is when we bring th broken clock to the Creator. It all makes sense now, reading that He made and formed me, not just physically.. but knew me... Mentally and emotionally...

Why did he have to make me..

So flawed.

No, He made us with the intention of being perfect in His image. All He made was good, just like Adam and Eve.

But it was free will.

Was it the devil? Was it sin?

No I was my own choice.

It was me..

I am the cause of it.

Pride

The devil just tempts.
Jesus was tempted.
The serpent just put a thought.

At the end it wasn't a mistake.
I didn't... Accidentally sin.

It was willing
It was because of my free will.

And unless I make this will a slave to Christ.

I will always sin.

I will always be prideful.

Unless I can die to myself...
No.. I'm not even capable to choosing that.
Only God can put to death me.

Only God

Only Christ.

Christ alone.

Crucified. Because of my free will.
He can nail my will and sins and shame to that cross too.

He can.

God can.

If only I choose Him.
There it goes again...

If only I... I... I .. I. i. i. i..

If only God..

If?

Only God

God alone.

Straight away

I felt dizzy
I just threw my phone
It felt good

But I went to pick it up straight away
And check if it was okay

brokenness

Jesus didn't suffer for my sins,
Jesus suffered because of my sins.

the beginning of the end of me,
the end of me... is the beginning of...

Delight in the Lord. Ps John. Skyline SIB

Three fruits in delighting in the Lord.
Psalm 37:4
Delight yourselves also in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.

Take pleasure in someone. Joy, find happiness, rejoice.

Small bundle of joy: his children when they were born. A father holding them.

Different from: trust, faith, commitment
Not the same, but not greater or lesser

Different dimension of how we relate to God.  Helps us to be more like Christ. Although we know trust, faith, etc... But have not learnt to delight with Him. Like having fun with a discipline teacher. Outstanding student: stand outside the class

We do not envisage God as a person to delight in. Because we see Him as a legalistic person, can do this cannot so this. Like a wet blanket. The truth is entirely different, He can be delightful. He is holy for sure, sovereign. We cannot "tidak apa Him", cannot be taken lightly. But in the light of all this truth, those that can know Him...

Through his own mistake, stupidity, could wipe out everything. Low. Bankruptcy. Lose everything. Wasn't walking with the Lord.  Like walking in the valley

Delight in me

Delight in my loving kindness

Chesed: loving kindness, steadfast love. loving despite whatever what

I just wanted to sit around and mop.
But to rise up and delight in Him would take so much effort. So convinced that it was God.

Rember the times God parted the red sea. His miracles that he performed. Salvation. The first and greatest miracle in our lives.

Relived it. Saw God's steadfast love everywhere for me. The fears began to melt away.

Love driving out fear.

Restlessness settle

Meditated more on Hin
Brought him to different attributes

Love, mercy, compassion, grace, power..

Joy welling up in my heart.
Unexplainable

The more time I spent with Him,
The more I wanted to do it.

1. We must make time
Spend time with the Lord

We do not delight in him because we don't know him well. To know him well we have to spend time with Him.

It is an ongoing journey.
Alone. With full presence of mind.

A guy complaining abt his gf. Trwleats me like God. Ignores my existence and only find me when have problem

Complete focus. Because no hook for social media, movies, etc

Prayer: talk a little, listen alot.

Worship, praise him.
The antitode to fear is praise.

Its not will power. Its praise.

Fasted. Prepared my heart. Journaled.
Red seas are inside.

2. An open heart
Open your heart to the Lord

Things in our heart that hinders us from walking close to Him. Reason of being in this mess, because of Pride.

Cleaned out more and more of the dross. He filled my heart up with more of Him.

Cannot say Lord come talk to me, yet hold on to our own lives.

3. Immersing in His Word
Immersie in the Word of the Lord

We have the habit of reading books written by others about Him. But not His Word.

Not TV series, podcast, YouTube subscription...

God speaks through His Word.

Pslam 119. The righteousness of your testimony is everlasting. Give me understanding, and I shall live.

When we read the Rhema word, it will transform our lives. It is for us. Not for others. Others words are not for us.

It sustains us through.
We remember Christ...

Immerse in His word.

What are the fruits of delighting in the Lord

Spending time in His presence, realigned my whole being. Brings me great joy.

Spending time with him just bring us joy?
Yeah

The joy Wells up.

We are crested by him, to exist with him, by him

When are with him, we are rested.

Our soul says it is well with my soul

In your presences there is fullness of joy. At your right hand are pleasures forevermore. Pslams 16:11

We are really meant to be in Him.

David wrote, one thing I desire... To behold your Beauty.

You are better han life.

It renewed my life.

It changed my walk with Christ.

Waking up is a joy.

I began to seek God for Him, not for what He can do for me.

Fill me with joy.

And he shall give us the desires of our heart.

2. He will transform your heart
Desire to do His will,

Transformed life, see things through His eyes.

Aspirations become more aligned WITH his will.

Break my heart for what breaks yours.

Same compassion.

When we ask for things it will be inline with His heart.
My own perspective changed.

I now think very differently.

A work in progress. Still learning.

Nothing is too big for my God.

See things not as they are, but what they can be in the Lord.

Not allow external circumstances to crush me.

Outs our troubles in perspective.

What can men do to me?

I'm more secure now.

Look for God's approval, rather man's applause.

Live a directed life.

Everything is multiplied. Senses. Sentimentality.

He will become the desires of your heart.

We love for God's pleasure.

Breaks the hold of sin and lust on us.

It cost Christ to have little appeal to us.

We dont know how Christ can be so exquisite to us.. We settle for what the world offers.

C.s. Lewis: we are half heated creatures.. We fool about..

my darling

it wasn't an argument, it was a confession.
i thought i'd be nice to come clean,
after all these years of carrying it inside...
i would lay on my bed and think about it...
when i was talking with you i would think about it...

when could i ever tell you
right thing to do, wrong time, wrong place...

the truth shall.... hurt.
but it hurts less than the constant lying.

i'm sorry.. i was wrong
(there's no way i can justify... no amount of apology that'll be enough)
only thing i can hope for is mercy and forgiveness...

you'd never look at me the same,
you'd never be able to trust me the same..

but yeah,
i hold my hand out to you,
it is up to you if you want to take it.

i know ... you say that "i'm just like any other guy"
but i want to tell you i'm not... and although i'm in no position to say it...
my actions, my words.... dont speak what i want to say...
but i have a thought: and that is "i dont want to be like any other guy"

i mean..

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i regret...

i regret telling you it (especially over the phone)
i regret doing what i did...
i regret not telling you straight away...

i wrote these things down in the messanger to you
but i didn't send it.. cause.. it just wouldn't sound nice no matter how you'd read it

i was so scared...

i'm scared all my life for the past 3-4 years...
(F**K we almost reached 4 years anniversary in four BLOODY days!)

but whatever....

i was so scared.. to tell you that i went out with other friends
so scared to go out with friends
so scared to say things
so scared to do things

because i always thought, how'd i tell you?
in the night when you called...
every single night

i want to have someone that i can talk to freely
like.. i dont have to fake it... i dont have to act...
i dont have to fall asleep everytime so that we didn't need to keep the conversation going..

when i'm a person that really doesn't say much.

you say i'm selfish.
probably i am

i mean... i...
i know you are very sensitive..
and get emotional...
and it's your heart that does the thinking more than your mind at times..

and despite all those i'd still choose to say "i love you" no matter what..
i do

and i know that sometimes you just dont feel it
and i'm sorry..

i'm sorry i cant be that kind of guy that's suitable for what you want

maybe this is better for the both of us?
i keep playing this over and over in my head..

should i say it out?
yes?
no?
yes?
no?

bloody hell....


if i can't speak my mind....

why the heck....

you know what......

if i'm going to be someone that is alive..
and not just barely surviving each and every day...


then it's not that i need someone that can give support,
it's not that i have an infinite pool of energy to give love, care and attention to
it's not that i dont want to be committed

i want to be committed
that's what love is

its not just a feeling
it's a choice... to stay together
weather we like it or not

in the good times or in the bad
would you still love me despite all my flaws..
would you still love me if i'm imperfect?

its up to you
i'd still love you..

i have no idea what is the second thing that you wanted to confess
but yeah... i dont think i can ask you about it anymore..
i should just wipe it

or should i ask you

what should i DO????

but yeah.. if it's better for me to release you so that you can find a better guy.. then so be it
i always told my friends: "she's ready to get married, if she found a guy that's older with a stable job, she'd be married by now"

i'm not ready for marriage
it was so amazing that you'd want to wait for me to be ready
to finish my masters
to find a job

for you to go overseas for 9 moths and the n come back..

all these plans we made
all the memories we've had made

haha.. you want to burn them all?
i'm gonna keep the blanket and pillow... they're functional

i.... dont understand

darling...

sigh...

oddly .. i'm not... emotional..
i'm not sad, i'm not angry/... i'm not worried, i'm not...
i should be right...

but yeah...

i said that maybe half of me wants out
but half of me says stay committed

i can't tell you all these things now can i?

so many things i couldn't tell you

because you'll get angry.. which is... well.. normal..
which sane person wouldn't get angry if we were to tell them bad things

but one of the most beautiful things about you is that
you wouldn't stay angry till the next day

gosh..
i'm going to miss your mind reading
mind link

and our weird vocab that we came up together
so many silly things

haha

good memories

i've learnt so much from this relationship
i'd wish it'd continue

or maybe we're just not meant for each other?

a friend said that when a couple gets married, they'd have to tell thier spouses everything
i can't imagine still holding onto the the secret after we've put on the rings..

or maybe if i'd waited to confess during an alpha PMC i'd have been a better place and time
i mean with someone else around, like a pastor or something..

but thats something that you don't like either right
people...

sigh.. i'd always hope that one day i'll be able to see eye to eye with you on this..

that life wasn't about the church or being blinded by teachings

if there's anything you thought me..
it was to be real

real to speak one's feelings
real to...

real to

gosh.. you're probably the most real girl i've ever met...

and i blew it

GAHHHHH..... i hate myself
or should i

should i hate myself?

well..

it was a confession
not an argument

i dont want it to end this way though
i mean.. on such terms..
on such emotions

if you'd need closure
(well if i need it)
we should both still get together

talk face to face..

and see if it's really what we want,
to move on

either way
marriage or continuing the search

weren't you the one
how blinded we can be by love

i love you
and i dont mind being blind

i wont want to be blind anymore though

i too want to

advance somehow or another

sigh


sigh


sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


(i like sighing...... whats wrong with it)

SIGH

Progress and Conservative

Progressive Conservative

God's truth is the basis for my truth.

Although I know about alternative worldviews. Yet I still choose to believe in what I know is true.

Pro life vs pro choice
Abstinence vs Marriage
Monogamy vs polygamy
Gender binary vs LGBTQIA+

I want to be on the side that is right.
Yet how does one reach out to those that are lost?

They don't see themselves as lost.

But nothing is new under the sun.
Sodom and gomorrah in the past.
The world is just going in a cycle.

If they think they are progressive...
Think again, it already has been done,
Its history written in the Bible.

How to not come across as hateful,
How does one let them see Jesus instead of a bigot Christian.

I want to show love.
I want to be like Jesus.

But how...

I guess we need to choose our fights at the end of the day. Some people are just not worth our time and effort.

Some people are those that we love,
And we fight with them... Because we're fighthing for them. Not for ourselves. Or are we?

Am I a selfish individual?
Am I really just doing things for my own win?

What is my intention, what is my goal?
To glorify God or myself,
To be a display of love or display of pride.

What wins the hearts of people?
Not factual correctness...
Its an empathetic heart.

People don't need to be told they are wrong.
People don't need to be judged.
They are already their own worse critic.
The most hate they receive is not from outside, it comes from within...

And that's why so many people give in.
And say screw it, I'm just going to be me. I'm going to... Give into the desires of the flesh and do whatever I want to do. So that I'm comfortable and consistent both in thought and action.

Wrong.

There's a consciousness placed inside each and everyone of us when we're born.
Its because we are made in His image, we carry an internal moral compass that tells us what delights Him and what hurts Him.

We know when we're doing something wrong.

We just know it.

No matter how we try to justify, make excuses, distract our focus, drown out the pain and sorrow of disobedience... We can always run, try to hide... At the corners of the earth, in the deapts of the seas....

But His love will always find us, eventually.

Nothing can separate us from His love,
Neither angles nor demons,
No principality or powers.

Nothing.

At the end of the day we all return to His love. To His truth.

Like the prodigal son that wasted and squandered his life in the ways of the world, gluttony, prostitution, hedonism, giving to every whim and desire of the flesh... As far as he's fallen, to the pig stye, the manure, the smelliest alley, darkens dank dripping wet and disgusting.. so low and hungry enough to eat the pods of pigs...

Yet the Father still waits for his return. With open arms. Ready to dress him in new clean fresh robes, and put sandles for his feet to walk a new path, a signet ring to show the authority and sonship.. Of a family, and inheritance like no other.

Family of God, an adoption into His glorious Kingdom by the works of His Son Jesus Christ on the cross..

Nothing I can do, nothing I have done can separate me from God's love,

Except one thing

My own choice.

To live in debouchery or holiness.

Am I like the eldest son? Least we be like a pharisee or saducee. Knowing where the younger brother was, knowing what he was doing g the whole time. Yet did not go out and try to bring him home.

Becoming bitter and jealous when the father chooses to so mercifully forgive and accept him back.. Just like that.

Our God is a merciful God.
He is unfair in our eyes, paying the same wages to those that here hired to work at the last hour..

He is only unfair from our perspective.

He's already paid the price.

Whom are we to judge God for His generosity.

All things is for Him to give as He pleases.

He gave up His Son.

He had the right to forgive, because He's altesdy paid the price.

I...

I have no right.

Except that which God has bestowed upon me.

My right is God's right.

Or should I say

God's righteousness is mine.

My truth is not God's truth,
His truth becomes my truth.

I want to progress.
Not in the ways of the world

But the pilgrims way..

The importance of pain

'My father never talked to me,
Except when we studied together.
He thought me with silence
He thought me to look into myself,
To find my own strength,
To walk inside myself in company with my soul. " - Danny, the Chosen by Chaim Potok

" one learns of the pains of others by suffering one's own pain, by turning inside oneself, by finding one's own soul.

And it is important to know pain.
It destroys our self-pride, our arrogance, and our indifference towards others. It makes us aware of how frail and tiny we are and of how much we must depend upon the Master of the Universe. "

Confrontation vs compassion

https://youtu.be/WtftZPL-k7Y

I felt it was quite confrontational. (I've been in his shoes before, having a debate on opposing views and wamting to win the argument).

It works in certain context: when the platform is set such that both parties have the same intention to win the debate and are open/closed to convincing an external third party judge/audience that they should be supporting one side/the other...

This would require: facts, credibility, history cases, etc...

Good for intellectuals and people whom make decisions based on rational logic and not emotions..

However......

In this case.... The students that he's talking to aren't that, and it also isnt the right platform, time or situation...

He might have the right intention: to get the truth across. The right goal: to convince/win the argument...

But what was wrong is he lacked the heart to listen. And the wrong method of discourse: conflicting debate. He was also sarcastic: when the lady touched him at the end..

If more than win hearts of those that are loss, I think he grew the seed of hate even more.

We don't win anyone over by insisting we are right and they are wrong. That's what the pharisees did. They tried to convince/impose upon people what the perceived to be correct.

However I would have loved to be able to sit down with him and try to change his mind.

This is a real challenge. Not for him in changing other people's mind... But for someone to finally come up and be able to change his...

Heart

To change a person's mind, you need to change thier heart.

And to change their heart, they need to be able to open it up to you

They need to be able to feel loved

And we don't show love when we are aggressively pushing forward our own agenda, seeing others as a means to and end instead of seeing them as ends in themselves.

I never rally understood that line that I just wrote. I've read it before in the past. But only now does it make sense to me.

Seeing others as ends in themselves.

Was I too caught up having a "heavenly mindset", championing the cause of the righteous and fighting a "holy war" for the sake of defending the Gospel apologetically without prejudice...

Gosh how blinded and wrong was i

How far I strayed from what Christ really wanted.

Love

And

Compassion

For the loss, for the needy.

But harsh rebuke for the "saved" and knowledgeable, for not lifting a finger to help the poor and thirsty.

I am a privaledge rich man, with a lazarus outside my door. How do I open it and invite him to come and feast on all that I know is good? Instead of condemning and shunning him.

Instead of being condescending

I prefer the way how jubilee project peeps are doing discourse and debates.

Middle ground and spectrum are geat mediums and platforms for this kind of 'getting to know' the other person's side of the story.

Sacarsm in the heart

"Ooo, I wonder what's going to be so important... Is there any possibility to know what announcement will be made? XP haha or must we wait for that night to hear about it"

The way things are written.
So sacarstic.

I wonder why...
I feel this urge of rebellion towards authority.

I just feel like lashing out and speaking my mind.

I've been attending ZCL for as much as I can remember. Just missing out one time in Feb. And they give me a warning/reminder ? Gee, I wonder if the message is even personally written.

Sigh..

Am I a bringer of disharmony wherever I go? Challenging social norms in conservstive religious organisations.

What really is the church.

Who really are Christians.

Do I feel more love,
Or judgement.

I used to sit on the seat of a condemer.
Least I'm beginning to know now...

"It is not about imposing upon others what I PERCIVE is the right thing"

Help me to accept, help me to stay humble

Prayer, old and new priesthood - Ps Mervin, Kingdom city

Imagine you are a father and lack a voice to warn your child about danger.

That's what happens when priest lose the ability to discern and hear God's voice.

1 Sam 2:12-14

Hannah was crying for a child,
God was crying for a prophet.

God is raising up a new priesthood in kingdom city...

Condition of the old priesthood
We like to hold on to the good ol things,
The hyms, the tradition..

That was good, but new is better.
God is for the new.
New wine

We are nostalgic, sentimental
New songs release a new move of God.

Don't make it generational.

He became fat (especially spiritually)
With camps, conference, sermons..
But not change in the life.

He was almost blind.
Its not working, its good for that season, that move.

The old is now old, fat and blind.

1. They were greedy.
2. Sexually immoral
3.

The new priesthood
Birthing
Not just pray..

But conceive

Sacrifice.
1 Sam 1:11

The enemy is always after you money.
Money is your time, effort, work of life.

Sacrifice is the same aroma of Christ on the cross.

God doesn't want your money,
He wants your heart.

Old Eli order vs new Samuel order of priesthood.

3. Prophecy 1 Sam 3:1

A city that lives without the voice of God is in a dangerous place.
It'll have the voice of the world:  it's okay to be greedy, it's okay to be cruel, it's okay to be sexually immoral

That's what the music, movies and media is showing now adays..

This words won't fall to the ground.

4. Revival
If you're going to bring the prophetic voice, it'll naturally brith into the...

People will be confessing, people will be renouncing...

For the first time they pushed the philistines out.

Accusations and showers

Last night I had the boiling feeling inside me to retaliate to accusations towards me...

You know those moments when it's not you that raises the voice first? Like... The conversation is going on just fine with a little tension, then the other loses it first and says "bro, chill lah" <- when you are perfectly chilled and that guy is the one losing it first... Sometimes i just wanna lash back and explode saying: "you are the one not chill lah, you chill first"

But that kind of reply wouldn't work (remembering from experience) .... Things would just get heated more.

So I took some time out, took a shower and there was when God told me to chill... He calmed the storm in the inside of me

When I came out, I said something to my own surprise. I said "thank you for..." and we were smiles and on the same page once again...

So thank God for His devine intervention