150NZD to save a life

 I got saman by the NZ police today.

Calm and nice guy

just before the road to Murphy's bush

sigh..

didn't ware seat belt, and i was leaning over to chit chat

should have just slept in the car,

should have just wore a seat belt

why am i worried that this will be considered a crime?

would it affect my immigration extension application..

you know that they couldn't process mine smoothly because there was a missing tick box on section E1... if i committed any offense? including driving offences...

i  couldn't even watch my TBN JOnah movie finished..

loaded it on monday 24th. (it was airing free on 21-23 weekend).. its the 28th today.. tried continuing it.. didn't work.. only manage to get in 40 plus minutes..

anyways...

if there was a car crash.. and a life was lost...

150NZD could never buy that back...

no amount of money can buy back a life that's wasted

God..... am i running away from nineveh

corona n anchanged future

Wuhan corona virus was released so that autonomous technology uptake would be faster. World is controlled by few very powerful people.

If satan cant destroy you, 

He'll distract you. 

Media access and tech is rapidly changing. Too fast for human brain to keep up with.

We live in an era where we're 

"Information rich, time poor."

Choose what we wanna spend time on. 

Prioritise, focus. 

time in nature

What is the NOW?

What does time mean to nature & the natural world? 

missing and found

Thank you Lord.

Pam's blue chiller bag with passport, phone, anz card, sistema id card was missing... 

Now its found. Hallelujah. 

siblings

Tai kor is a philosopher,

Yee kor is a theologian, 

Jie jie's empathetic, 

Me... I'm just the youngest... 

Kristol's neo-conservative:

a liberal who has been mugged by reality.

How does one related to a person hurting in feelings. While still being right? 

Being right. 

Sometimes being wrong is the right thing? 

No... World doesn't need more sinners. 

Romans. 

What is dying to self? 

What is denying ones self..

What is.. Giving up for the sake of receiving. 

What to be right about 

What to be choose to be wrong about? 

Is pleasing people more important? 

Please God first.. Then others. Or my self first. Love oneself first to love others (as we love ourselves..) 

Do i love myself? 

Do i love others? 

What would i do if i loved others? 

Listen to them.. 

Empathise. 

People are hurting

Thats the truth. 

The want to be heard

Want to be found

Want to be loved. 

So.... To be neutral, 

.... 

To be wise

Mature.. 

Hmmm