Sunday, May 16, 2021

the size of the universe

Is absolute in value at any single moment in temporal space,
However, our perceptions of it differ from person to person in the sense that its relative to how much we know about it. 


In essence, the universe is only as big as we experience it to be, varying from person to person...

Mind blown d@.. Mind blownn
Always enjoyed this coversations

cell groups and liberation theology

"Cell groups" is a term that my childhood church used. I was so used to it growing up for twenty over years.

Just found out that it is from the South American Liberation theology. They had a strategy that if the Red Wave from communist China swept southwards, the big churches could break up and still be meeting in smaller groups. 

Mind blown..

But yeah its so funny why churches nowadays have so many different terms for the same things

Sunday service = celebration
Worship practice = creative get together
Cell groups = life/small groups etc

Leaders are told to use this 'lingo' to create a more exclusive feeling.

Wow..

Saturday, May 08, 2021

adult childhood

You either fix your childhood problems and become an adult,
Or you will spend your adult life fixing yoir childhood problems

Thursday, May 06, 2021

a pattern

12 months
12 signs

Why are there different personalities? 
That seem to repeat over and over. 

Just like the 4 seasons

Human nature is determined, 
By the tides and phases. 

No, we have freedom to choose, 
Free will of choice. 

We make our future whatever we want it to be.. no? 

Funny how we incline to certain things, 
While we are replelled by some.. 

Wednesday, May 05, 2021

lessons in mistakes

There are no regrets in mistakes,
They are lessons for the future. 

growth track 1

Sit in circles, not lines.
No one will ask questions

Show up in person, not a recorded video.

Tuesday, May 04, 2021

please piss

Can't please everyone, 
But don't pass off everyone. 

humor

Why do we stop making jokes when we become adults?

We think too much about others response

Monday, May 03, 2021

fishing

When you're all ready to go for fishing,
All the tackle in the car, 
The day's agenda clear for the pond... 

And then the skies grow gloomy, 
Dark grey clouds blown in overhead
Be it subang jaya or kelana jaya,
Or taman aman... 

That feeling... 
That no one can stop the rain, 

Unless a prayer, 
That blows the clouds away
Is heard by a God above... 

The rain drops when on is fishing, 
The splashes in the pool
The smell of the damp air
As we hide under a gazebo...

Rolling up the mat, 
Widing up the tackle

Cleaning the worms of the hooks, 
The smell of dirt in the nails, 
The dried worm juice on the fingers, 
Caked mud, hardend skin... 

A patient mind, 
A solaced soul, 
A quietened heart, 
A rested body

Tranquillity 
Father and son, 
Peace 

Love

Sunday, May 02, 2021

bleh

Core basics
Nutrition: eat well
Exercise: sweat atleast 30 minutes 3 times a week
Sleep: whenever you're tired, naps on the weekends, 8 hours per night. Wake up at 5am? Sleep at 9pm the night before

Life improvement 
Read
Write
Draw
Count
Create 
Dance

Game? 


sin is bad habits

Sinning
A bad habit
Is whatever one constantly does
That keeps him off the right track

Sinning
Is not doing what one should be doing

Sin
How bad is it? 

It destroys one's life

Sin
What a word

What things are defined as it

When i was young it was
"when you disobey God's commandments" 

Sin.... 
So tempting

Sin.. 
So enticing

Yet sin.. Leads to death

Sinful 

Sinfulness 

I'm full of sin, 
Such horrible life
Such horrible choices

Such a way 
Such a horrid life
A horrid way to live life 

God save me 

Saturday, May 01, 2021

denial of desire

Just because you feel like doing something, 
Doesn't mean you should go and do it.

I.e. I felt like playing AoE2 with Hsiang, Darcy, Wythe, Julissa and Sky. But its a Friday night and i needed to work the next day on a Saturday morning for half the day. I'm tired.

Sleep, nutrition, exercise. 
Discipline and determination 
Purpose and motivation 
Action and reaction