there is no reason for excuse

 life is a choice.

stop passing the buck,

there is no one else to blame.

take up the responsibility,

and do what needs to be done.

Discipline eat motivation for breakfast

truth is absolute

 So the NEXLeaders course on SUMO has this quote:

"Each person sees the world in a different way.

There is not a single, unifying, objective truth.

We're all limited by our perspective" - Siri Hustvedt

but i still stand that truth is absolute and not relative.

a ball is a ball, no matter if you see whatever colour it is.. or whatever side

there is not two balls ... according to the SUMO guy Paul

but i get what he's trying to see... people has different prespective on things.

and its good to be empathetic 

wallow hippo wallow

 i was sitting down,

when felt down.

nothing i can do,

but do what hippos do.

wallowing

wallowing

half a day went by,

my mind couldn't come by,

nothing else could be done,

couldn't blame someone

wallow wallow

move on, move on,

life goes on.

i lost my seed phrase

 judging the judgmental

today. i woke up... and saw a coinbase notification.

clicked on it... hmm.. about eth... tried to sign into Coinbase wallet.. haven't done so for quite some time. ah... it's a new lay out, they must have updated the app.... use fingerprint to authenticate... failed..

hmm.. i remember i almost got locked out once from coinbase wallet before... it's okay i'll just sign out and restore it from the google drive backup..

sign out... confirm sign out....

try to sign back in..... restore from google drive.....

no back ups found

what the....

hmmmm i'm pretty sure i wrote my 12 seed phrase somewhere..

look through 5-6 books.... my gosh..... it was arbout the timing of april 2021..

checked through screenshots, etc...

god....

its .. not here...

owh well..

lesson learnt

there was about 5 transections to that wallet..... nzd56 of AMP and about nzd85 of eth....

gosh... well..... whatever.......... life goes on