Wednesday, October 21, 2020

"its only 200/300..."

When i told my dad i would be selling a car cheaper than i bought it...

He says yeah as it exchanges hands the value depreciates.. And its okay its just two three hundred dollars... 

That almost brought me to tears. 
To be reminded by my dad, my origins, my culture... 

That we're not always out there to make money out of everything. There's more to life than being greedy... 

How far I've strayed from the path

Oh generosity are you still alive in there? 
Oh love and respect, shes the one above everyone else. Love her, cherish her. 

I thank God. For them, my parents, my lover. They were there in my life at the right times. Teaching me different things.

All that i may become a better and whole man. Christ, you are my role model above all

Tuesday, October 06, 2020

when the sell shares

Q: when should i sell my shares?
A: when you desperately need the money. 
Investing isnt the same as trading. In for the long run, not short term.

Learning so much from Sharesies lunch money podcast

https://open.spotify.com/episode/47AkXbg17RAmN8QfJKzLeL?si=UVA-zvyoQmWvN6AvYe9Ikw

Monday, October 05, 2020

washing pens

I dreamt that i left some pens in my pockets and washed the pants.

Happened once, the hivest jacket

why was Jesus a man?

Why did God choose the male gender when being born as Jesus?

I guess in the context of the cultural background that time.. Guys could just do things that girls couldn't. Like teach in the synagogue and stuff. Lots of roles were gender biased.

Friday, October 02, 2020

humility and respect

Staying humble is bloody hard.
Especially when you know you csn do things better than others at certain things. 
Without humility, Pride blinds one. 
We cant see the potential in others without humilty. 
We cant understand others, be empathetic, and give the other person the comfort and feeling of safety amd assurance without humilty. 

And respect. 
Everyone deserves respect. 
The incompetent, the lazy, the unfortunate, the poor by choice or just circumstances, the begger the rich, the proud, the lonely the lovely.