Thursday, April 21, 2016


create and not just consume.
that is the way to maintain individuality.

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

is there another way? what is it

if i could ask one question to Dr Z.N:

what is heaven to you?
and is there any other way to go to it,
other than the one you are believing in right now?

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Rent distribution

If you think. Giving more profit to the contractor firms instead of royalty to the state will decrease the amount of logging they have to do to achieve the same amount of money.

You're wrong. Greedy people will take more when more is offered to them.

So screw them, make logging something freaking hard and unprofitable to do. That'll keep our forest sustainable.

Friday, April 15, 2016

on the road

i'm still learning to make the right choices,
thank you for, your grace and mercy, to forgive and still accept me.

i'll become a better person,
and make wiser decisions

Thursday, April 14, 2016


it is really a joy to camp,
a blessed to find a person to enjoy it with.

will prepare better for the next one,
to be as comfortable for a cozy night.

things are not actions


went to inobong to camp the night.
went too late, the gate was closed. (it closes at 5.. so yeah)

in the tent we could hear the rumble of thunder in a distance,
that forecast a rainy night

woke up at 12 to take a piss,
tide down the flysheet and looped the ends over the edges,
realized that i didn't bring cordage to tie the guy lines that pull out the middle part of the flysheet to prevent it from touching the inner layer,

so much for being prepared.

"it is no used to be prepared in things, when no action is taken to use them"

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

choose - better

choose to be a better person.

"better person" is NOT a goal

to achieve the outcome,
it is by making the choice that
makes one a better person

"choose" is the goal
"better person" is just a natural response to it

make the right choices in life,
ask God what they are.

Sunday, April 10, 2016

The little one

my plant has had bite marks on its leaf for quite some time.
i was looking for that little bugger...

today i saw it, green and fat...
a tiny bit of anger flushed through,
i picked it up with my fingers (a lil scared that it'll make me itchy)
it did the same thing of throwing up green goo that i saw happen when i did it to a younger one last time...

and dropped it onto the floor...
and was about to squash it,
the last time i let a younger one live,
my problem didn't go away..

then a flush of sadness came over me,
i suddenly remembered...

i haven't seen a butterfly for quite some time

i picked the cute lil guy off the scorching hot cement floor...
and placed him back on the the leaf i took him from...

"eat all you want lil guy"

i'm...... sorry

hope you get to grow up,
unlike some who don't get the chance