Saturday, November 21, 2015

recall, create

i think the mind is split into two types.
one that makes up new ideas, and one that recalls old memories.

 i think now, i just watch so much online stuff.. and wish to learn new things, inputs.
that my brain has ceased to practice remembering new information.


Monday, November 16, 2015

The country

Was just learning about how countries manage their own areas. And Singapore popped up because.. Well they are small, they have limited resources and have high technology.

If they wanted to increase land mass they could collect a little bit of soil in the middle and slowly pile it up in the middle to make a mound and later on a mountain.

Increasing the circumference would come naturally as erosion pushes things down, and.. Maybe growing mangroves at the side would help reclaim land.

Then I wonder what if you made tunnels in the hill. Or maybe a really huge shopping complex that incorporated everything. From water treatment functions, energy generation, food, all other life supporting services, transport, communications.

With dystopian ideas in mind. I think this could be utopia. That they are so self contained they don't need to rely on others outside the pyramid for anything.

They start building the core, then slowly grow outwards. The different tires for different levels of hierarchy. Not nessesary the capstone would be the management. It needs to be nuclear bomb proof. And have its on energy reactor, which would provided its own fresh water. Pumping air would be a really important factor, people would suffocate, something like the systems in a human body. The brain sends signals, cables send messages. The blood gives oxygen and nutrients, and also takes away waste.
Waste and sewage management should be one of the most efficient, to ensure sanitation and healthy well being. Artificial light should be provided inside for vitamin D. All waste should be recycled, organics into compost, and metal into the smelting furnace.

Yeah. That would be an ideal country. With not just an abstract pyramid but also the physical one.

Friday, November 13, 2015


today i wanted to burn a .mp4 into a dvd.
was so blur about what a DVD video is and why it's format is Video_ts and blablabla

downloaded so so many programs trying to figure out which one can burn em nicely.
and what in the world is encoding??

at the end of the day, i think the best is: Any Video Converter
its interface is clean and simple and does whatever needs to be done.

and nero is confusing now with so many options.

also decided to get back onto the portable apps platform,
as so not to install too many programs on this tiny SSD

Sunday, November 08, 2015

Armour of God.

"It isn't true because it works, it works because it is true."
The belt of truth. Gird your loins.
Studded sandels.. Stand firm.
Breastplate - protect your heart, how you feel
Faith. I wonder if we can determine how big it is. Jesus did say to his disciples "you of little faith".
The helmet will protect your thoughts, your doubts.
The sword of the spirit: defend and attack.
No one goes to battle just to defend.
Everywhere you go, carry it.


God is the architect and the Bible is His blueprints.

Read it and learn how to live life,

i was talking to a friend in the car today,
he shared about how sometimes in life we are too bust trying to help strangers,
until sometimes we forget to help those whom are close to us, who care for us.

he believes in helping those around him whom he can,
more realistic and achievable. He used to live it the other way around.

It brought me insight, am i doing what i want to do, or what i think is cool because others are doing it.
do i really know what i want to do, or how i should live my life, just like my friend has evaluated.

he said to take a gap year, to travel and explore.

Lord, would you build my life as you will it to be

Tuesday, November 03, 2015

Windows 8 wifi and bluetooth

Why can't windows 8 connect to a network?

I opened the device manager alongside the connection options... And then it blinks.

Figured it was the broadcom chip sharing the load for WiFi and Bluetooth.

Turned off Bluetooth.

Works like a charm.

After all the headache of dealing with IP settings and the stuff... Zzz

Sunday, November 01, 2015

Ephesians 6:10

"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his might power"

Is it possible to not rely on my own strength? ... At all

To put ALL hope in Christ.

Just try to imagine how powerful God is. How mighty... Bringing the real meaning to that word.

Christ the king:

Well.. But it depends on our relationship in God. Be strong in the Lord, not strong in knowledge. Knowledge without power.

None of us are righteous in the sight of God. If Satan wanted to stand against us, who can challenge him? (Without Christ)

V11 taking a stand against the devils schemes.

'We are not fighting to/for victory, we are fight from victory'

Satan works 24/7 to take away from us: our ministry, our gifts. Our family, our testimony.

The first place of spiritual warfare is in the mind.

We are not fighting against flesh and blood. Hence, our enemy is NOT other humans. However, Satan can use people.

Saturday, October 31, 2015

by His strength

just did alpha on "prayer"
the stop animation story where the boy was playing in the sandbox really struck a heart cord.

father: Why didn't you use your strength?
son: but i did! i used all of it
father: You didn't ask me to help.

woahh... profoundness... like, before the father even replied, it was guessable for a long time christian. yet it brings so much truth, many christians rely on our own strength to do things (especially carrying out "God's Will") .. rather than realizing that it is from the Father that our strenght comes from.

Matthew 6:6 "But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."

what struck me was verse 7
And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words."

have i... become like one of the hypocrites? babbling nonsense, instead of talking to God? sigh..


i taught i was an extrovert last time, saying things without caring much about how other's felt.
now i begin to assume too much, to take things in a very negative light... like.. the worst possible senario a person could respond to something i said...


how do intoverts go thorugh interviews?
isn't it not fair that one has to go through something the is set so much for extroverts?

maybe i'm just cowardly.