justin and jienn's wedding

got called to help out in registration
wore my silver watch but forgot to calibrate the date to the correct one, it showed 16 haha. but the first uncle that came in asked the date "is it the 19?" i was like uhhh...


was supposed to watch the wine, the person came to find me
i didn't take note about which meal was being served,
i took out four boxes straight (after 8 boxes were used up), maybe i should have went slow and do 2 or 3 boxes first. i told them to chill, and pour less. but then, the bartender was like, no worries.. sure can. haha okayyy

i hope he followed his way and not mine. who wants to be stingy on wine on a wedding dinner

was walking to pei about working in church.
her challenge to me: work full time. learn to commit

hmm should i do that. or should i take up part time and work with Chumbaka. I'm still thinking about going to teach the children in sembulan every day from 3-5pm. with off days on maybe friday and saturday?

when i went to another table to talk (the frisbee group)
i forgot to tell pei or eric that i was going over. they seemed busy talking with the people that were beside them. so yeah. maybe there's a rhythm to things

izzudin is working in the enforcement, crime investigation department in SFD now. cools
gabrile is in a vape shop in telupid, earning cash. he stays at the hosues in menggatal just before sepanggar.

azwan is staying in.... her old house... i used to go there so much... every.. night...

krys asked about the paul smith shoes being too big.
"yeah i know right, finally an occasion that i can wear my red formal shirt, to match the red shoes"

"yeah its a lil big in size, but just like life, we learn to grow into the shoes we wear"
"walking around in the start was tricky"

how long should lines or comments be,
when should we start listening to others.

give pauses so that they can interject in

"so emery can join frisbee one day?"
justing tried to bring jienn to play too, she was like owhh.. *hide* *hide*

haha "you can do your other sports"
e: "shopping"

me:....

"haha yeah, lots of cardio, walk more than a marathon"

so many things i wanted to say that night,
but my brain was just too slow to say it.

unlike the other night that we had the dinner,
the lines were just flowing..


let the conversations just flow.
thats nice

awkwarddd...

at the end of the dinner didn't get to say thank you to justin and jienn,
said bye to the parents tough.

and jessica. didn't get to chat much with her.
so creepy i told her to have a good flight, even tough we never talked.
it's because i found out about it form her mom. lol. she has a flight at 5 am tmr.

i asked uncle mike: so whose the wedding coordinator, planner.. event planner?
lol, none, they just do it themselves. aunty E's good at this.

"ah btw the boxes of door gifts and CD's are outside"
"would you like me to put them in the car for you first?"

"so i guess i dont have to go to your house anymore to stay over"

... so many things left unsaid...


weddings...

bleh.. who wants to get married.

so many people brought their plus ones.
some didn't..

some seemed happy.
some...

i dont know..

will i ever have a partner..
someone i can call...

my.. da.. r.. =/

=(

i..

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zz

goodnight,
have sweet dreams