Friday, January 10, 2020

9/1/2020 second day

woke up this morning after having my first night of sleeping
second thing in the morning

triggers. catching up with Final Space season 2.
tought of going for gym and swim
didn't manage to do my chinese lesson
didn't get anything done today really.

except at 2.30 i went down to plaza shell using the bus
and sat at Der something.. should have ordered a salad. could feel the hunger cruch
owh i was in bataras, buying.. v-soy. walked aroudn looking at groceries, no moood to cook.
ingredients, why? i tought cooking would be fun... isn't it not? maybe not for some people

after the meeting with tatsuro, shogo and daniel..
sent them home to likas sqaure, invited them for church
had october yougrt salad with Abel, he's vegan now. haha after watching game changers on netflix during the silent retreat after being overstimulated by Moana.

all the puns that night, the pun game is streong with ethan adn elisha
soething about people being able to make puns when their mind is sharp

mine wasn't i was blurr... and spacing out
had a life update,
1 minute silence.
learning to empathise with others

campuslife review,
updates

christmas clothes from Abel
got a pair of paul smith's.. haha krystina made a comment that they were well made.
yeah they were comfrotable

why did i take them? because of the value?
i should have said no?

"do you want to keep them? i mean, they belong to you as much as abel cause youre.. soul mates" haha

sould mates: officially.

to be equally yoke or not.
tell crystal about what happens in my life,
ask her questions about what happens in hers.
what;s her friends and housemate names/?
i dont know.. she'll be moving soon anyway

the conversation i had with abel was relaly good.
he asked about walk with God

is He the center of my life?
or am i the center?

he says so many good quotes,
why cant i remmeber them

paying attention to God or
giving attention to God

there's a difference

when we pay we expect to get something back in return
when we give we're just there. expecting nothing

just like best friends calling each other,
no intetion to ask for things

just catching up

why cant i do that more now adays,
build relationships more than... waste time on social media
social media isn't social

its anti-social

quite youtube,
quit facebook
quit....

2020 the year of...

journalling,
reading the bible
praying

at night

just finishied a call with joshua 12.13 am
it was nice to just call up a friend and chat about things
not calling them to ask for something

or did i? did i call him to ask him to help me to apply for the NZ working visa?
i hope not.

i shouldn't contact people just becasue i want something from them.
i should call them to establish a real relationship with them

how about my cell group memebers?
dod i call them up to cehck how they are ddoing?

mman i haven't typed so long with a keyboard
i see a tonne of spelling mistakes
just like how when i used to type last time

haha

this is nice..
typing agian

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