the same God

Who created the corona virus? Where did it come from? 

Some say from chinese eating bats at a wildlife market. 

Aome say it was made in a lab. 

Either in china or USA. 

I'd say... God knows exactly what it is

And it is by Him that its exsistance is sustained. 

Same as mine. 

Gee

spot check

A girl cant check her boys phone nowadays and find nothing wrong.

If nothing is found, it means he has another phone. 

Lol

hope

I secretly hope...

That this corona virus never ends... 

:/

more introverts now adays

Introverts

I foresee more peoplw claiming to be that

Nowadays... 

Its not like I'm saying anything misjudgingly...

I believe there are two sides of the coin in personalities when it comes to this, extroverts and introverts. But unlike a coin thats clearly 50-50, this isnt so black and white. With plent of grey and a whole spectrum in between. 

Anyways, you dont read that many people are self proclaiming to be extroverts do ya? No right. But introverts, yes. Especially on social media and the net. 

I remember my form 6 chem teacher's daughter qalista to be extreamly introverted in real life, but a whole different person online. 

So yeah... 

Hmm.. 

I think more and more people will become introverts. Not by nature but because of how the internet nurtures us to become so. 

We're in our own bubble. 

And aything ww dont loke is outside of it. 

We find talking to people... 

Tiring. 

Why? Because inside us... We're dry. 

We dont have the source of life, 

That overflows like a cup overflowing. 

Into the lives of others. 

Extroverts get energy when they talk to others? Nah... They get tired too. 

Everyone gets tired,

Just like the women at the well whom's thirsty...

Yes she can drink water to quench physical thirst. But spiritual thirst? Ah

 Thats a whole other thing. 

Extroverts... 

Introverts... 

Need

 The life waters

money and religion

some put their trust in money, finances.
others put build their whole life on chasing some other personal thing they think is of value..

of utmost value.

the word controls people,
by money...
or by religion.

lords control their samurais by a code called bushido
the samurai thinks he's doing is lord and people good.

by sacrificing so much.

by is it all worth the sacrifice?
what if the master we serve isn't all that deserving of our service?

who is the one we want to subject ourselves to?
if it isn't the King of a Kingdom that will never come to and end
then it is only temporary. even if it's building up the castle for our own selves.

brainwashed.
waiting for the end to come
that 'glorious' end.

being willing to forsake the desires and pleasure of this world in the current day.
why

is money evil? no

it is just a tool, which can be used for good or bad.
why are some so sad, when they dont get to earn as much as others?

when they can instead look and see how much they can help and give to others with what they have.

but some people know how powerful money is
and use it to control others, instead of bless them

evil, is in the intention
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religion,
once it becomes law
and follwed just for the sake of it
that's where it derails

God saves us,
not by anything we can do
but it doesn't mean we stay the same
living out our life the same as before making Jesus our Lord
something inside us changes,
we start wanting to follow His will
we work out of faith with fear and trembling
we dont stay the same

accept the gift of salvation as it is,
a gift.
but when the Gift is received,
it doesn't leave us unchanged.
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universalism and relativism
i grew up in an armenian culture,
Christ died for us on the cross
it is up to us to choose  to accept Christ or not.
it is the gift of God, free will
to choose Him or not.

but now in my latter years
i think back and see,
if God already knew what was going to happen in the future,
doesn't it mean that we already knows if we would choose Him or otherwise?
Hence, isn't what we're going to do already predestined in a sort of sense.

predestination, to be save,
one day,
to be seated with Him in heaven.

but that doesn't give me the excuse to be lazy,
while here on earth.
no that doesn't mean what heaven is.

heaven is here, on earth,
when we pray the Lord's prayer.
Let it be, as it is in heaven.

here, right here
right now.

don't wait for the future,
make it now.

make the choice to be alive in Chirst,
right here,
right now.

love others,
forgive
don't bear grudges,
let of of anger,
let go of the chance to say "i'm right"
"i told you so"

thy will, forgive us as we forgive others

How does one balance between being

Selfless and meet, humility and authority? 

Thw first shall be last, 

And the last first. 

Christ. He bore it all on Himself. 

So that we need not to. 

In dealing with hard colleagues. 

Take the less traveled road. 

Yes seniors many always be asking juniors to do things. Thats normal. They want to assert control, dominance. 

And most of the time its because they are told to so things by the supervisor/manager. 

None of us are perfect

We all make mistakes. 

Some can be corrected, 

Some cant. 

Humility, 

Staying silent when youre in the right to speak and claim something. 

Out of loving kindess for the other party. 

Least they be blind and not see that the submission is not one of inferiority but superiority to give in. 

Like a dad playing like he lost when his child is wrestling with him.

Yes we could wrestle back and win, 

But where is the love in that? 

Only if the other is trying their best, 

And it matches with our own. 

The senior bears the mistake of the junior, 

Because their duty is to check on them. 

This responsibilty breeds a kind of... Distrust and enmity. Hence why the bigger bullies the smaller into submission. 

But... What if the smaller is actually the bigger. 

When did we see you Lord... 

God... Teach me to be more like you... 

Notnselfnsacrificial for ones own sake snd glory and fame... 

But.... 

Because the Father Wills it to be.... 

Thy will be done

Easter 2020

God of light,

God of darkness. 

God of the good times, 

God of the bad.

God of the mountain tops, 

God of the valley low. 

He is God, 

God of all. 

God in life, 

God in death.

You dont just want to be in the rooms of my heart and mind thats clean, neat and tidy. 

You want us to open, 

Up the door that we'd never dare show anyone... The darkest rooms, the one we're most ashamed off, the one we've hidden from everyone else, even our own selves. 

God... Why would you want me to invite You into that? 

Where I'm angry and frustrated,

irritated and short tempered.

Hatred and twisted, 

Tormented and suffering. 

A torn, 

A pain, 

An ache, 

A nuisance. 

God,

You made everything. 

The good the bad, 

The beautiful the ugly. 

A good God, 

Did you make evil too? 

God, the God of goodness, 

Surely You're not a god of hate, 

A God of jealousy,

A God of pain and suffering. 

When you made things, 

The esrth the sky the seas, 

Us. 

You made em good, 

But because You know all, 

You foresaw the fall. 

You knew what whats made perfect in Your image, would not stay that way. 

We would one day turn and deny, 

Disobey and run away. 

Yet... Yet You still chose to go one and make us.... 

Knowing in this world there would be suffering awaiting. 

Not just for us. 

But Yourself. 

You knew what You'd have to do. 

To redeem what You would did. 

Would did. 

The confirmation of doing something in the future in reference to the past. 

Time and space, 

Do not contain You. 

Morals dont, 

Nor do human minds. 

God of goodness. 

God whom is holy. 

Yes, 

You're not evil. 

You're not unholy. 

But yet you still chose to be there. 

For our sake. 

You bore the most evilest punishment, 

Betrayal, 

Mocking, 

Flogging, 

Spitting, 

Jeering, 

Accused, 

Stripped, 

Crowned... 

Nailed. 

Hung. 

Bled, 

Died. 

When to hades. 

You were there, 

In hell. 

With Satan. 

You were there beside him. 

Yet not on his side, 

But still remaining holy, 

You faught for us. 

You faught to bring back to order what You intended since the beggining. 

You faught for You, 

For Your glory.

For Your fame. 

Is it wrong that God should be praised? 

No, He is the only one worthy of praise. 

There is nothing else in this earth worthy. 

No riches, 

No power. 

No fame, 

No flame. 

God. 

You are. 

Who You are.

The good and the bad. 

They both belong to You. 

I acknowledge that, 

And I submit to You.

Remove from me, 

All my sins. 

The thoughts that twist me, 

That make me greedy and prideful. 

Only You can remove. 

Only You can restore, 

Only You. 

Becuase You made us, 

You once made us good.

But we turned away and disobeyed.

But our own free choice and will. 

And you paid the price to make us good again, once again.

God.

Only You are good. 

Only You can make me do good. 

I am not good. 

I cant be good on my own terms. 

Even if i tired. 

I will never be good. 

Not even just good enough, 

But just even good.

Therr is no goodness, 

Aside from God. 

I can do nothing, 

Aside from You.

Bad. 

God of, 

God of the bad. 

Not a bad God. 

But a God of, 

Everything. 

Including what would seemingly be to me,

the bad things. 

"all good things come from God, all bad things from the devil" 

Aren't You the God of all, 

The good and the bad. 

Sovereign. 

God, You are... 

Death

You died on the cross. 

To claim it. 

Death where is your sting. 

Death,

The God of death.

Death belongs to You. 

And You alone. 

You get to choose, 

Who dies and who lives. 

The wicked or the righteous, 

The rich or the poor. 

No one can escape it. 

No one can escape You, 

Everyone will have to stand before You, 

Everyone will be judge. 

Why not start to know the Judge now.

God.

The judge. 

God, 

Death. 

Life. 

God of Death, 

God of Life. 

Death isn't necessarily the worse thing. 

We finally get to meet our Creator. 

But there are more things wrose than death. 

That can happen in this life here on earth. 

Death. 

Life. 

Life, live. 

To the fullest. 

Heaven, is not a place. 

It is... A relationship. 

This is eternal life, 

To know Jesus and the One whom sent Him. 

And to obey, who wouldnt want to obey, especially when He's got our best intrest in mind for our veryvoen lives. Even better than what we could think or dream off.

Seek God, 

Obey. 

Follow His percepts and commandements

His covenant, 

A new one, 

Not made by following rules or regulations. 

But a new covenant made,

By His blood. 

Be known by God. 

To be know by Him. 

Wow

God, to know God. 

And to be known by Him. 

God... Happy Easter. 

Its like... Your birthday again. 

Coming back to life, 

Just as a baby is given life. 

Born again, 

Out of a tomb. 

Happy Easter day Jesus. 

made the wrong choice

My girl came to coco's room during smoco after morning CIP. Thats rare.

It was nice. Bro kinson came over and asked me to go juice room to drink. 

Gg. 

To go or to stay. 

I choose the wrong one...

Out of the feeling that she'll understand, 

And i dont want to let him down. 

Next time,

Priorities.

Choose love

on working on good friday AND Easter

Me: aiaya i didnt kena the public holiday to work, can earn 1.5 pay. 

Dad: its okay la, its juat money. You're not in need of it right.

.... Wow.... 

There's surely more to life than just chasing a higher salary eh....

I want to be like you dad

whose fame

fame, to be known by the most Famous One,
what could possibly be more wonderful than that?
to be known by the most famous person in history.

like all

But like all documentaries, i guess its always good to take in things with a pinch of salt. At the end one person might say something that isn't really reflective of the whole population. Or make generalisations when actually people are unique individuals.