reading up on effects of bullying during childhood on an adult.
when i was young, i used to go to andrea's house for BM and science tuition.
with thinakaran and a girl named joey. we had this stupid game, that was to punch each other in the arm and see who gave up first. i said i was going to punch really hard, as if asking for consent, knowing that it was gonna hurt really badly.... we were all skinny back then... i didn't hold back..... i punched with all my strength, (probably because i didn't want the other kid to think that i was weak)... the other kid cried.. i didn't know what to do, so i just ignored the other person in pain, didn't even say sorry, and sorta ran away to the upper living room where the table was...
i think from there on.....
i throw my punches.
i'd rather hit softly and let the other person have fun hitting me as hard as they can.
i can take it
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