Monday, March 29, 2021

every morning i wake up.... audiobooks

 Brave New World

wow... really, makes me think of what this life is all about.

racism, sexism, cast systems.. contioning, society

am i a Beta or Gamma? 

dont think i'm an alpha or epsilon

plus minus?

my mind doesn't seem to be as sharp as what it used to be when i was younger

I'm beginning to think that everything is .... acceptable when viewed form the perspective of the other.

it's okay to be, contentended and.. stupid. ignorant

its okay to be a seeker of knowledge, but with more knowingness of things, ignorance is harder

discontentment


What's more important in life is not standing firm on one's fascists beliefs that one grew up with,

but making a choice to choose one's worldview when one has come of age.


listening to God is a real thing.

God is real.


how can we help others to experience God?


love.


some say love is silly.

some say that it is everything.


caring for others.

not caring.


i think i dont care so much nowadays.

just too... caught up with my own world.


not a nice new world.

i liked the old world where i grew up in.


i felt that it was the most relevant and real thing.

people were real. authentic...


people aren't real nowadays.

everyone's faking it...


i'm faking it.

i feel like a fraud.


God.


life isn't perfect.

i wish it was,

then again, where would the opportunity for growth be? 


I work in a cucumber glass house now.

every morning i wake up.....

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