first share

I share things on facebook and expect Crystal to read them and find out about my life,

However I lose to joy of sharing it to her firsthand through a phone call,

It’s something about the joy of telling someone the best things that happen when it happens,

And then only posting it on social media for everyone else to celebrate in it together.

Sometimes I don’t know if I’m the one being patient with her,

Or she’s the one patient with me.

I think I tend to take the people whom love me for granted,

I dare to show that I’m irritated, which I normally wouldn’t if i was with other people.

Maybe it’s because of the thought that they would be there no matter what (like they can’t run away).