experience? who needs it

Dear wife,

even though you are a long way off
i've learnt alot of things before i know who you are,
i want to make promises for you
in hopes that you'd do that too

i dont want to be good at kissing you on our wedding day,
i might really be lousy and inexperience on our first night,
i know that when our lips touch it'll be something special
for we can finally end one of life's chastity fight.

i really want to mean it,
when the words 'i love you'
comes out of my lips
as we look in each other's eyes

no more bluffing, no more faking
the feelings as genuine as it can get
you're not just another girl
who would be passing by

well get better together,
i heard practice makes perfect
and i'd only want to do that
with the very same woman every night

i'm scared

adultery is a very real thing,
its so easy to cheat and lie,
to have friends with benefits,
no attachments, no commitments.

its great to be single,
i cant cheat because of that,
but what if the other's already taken,
and i'm the third one in the net.

its sad to know the one you liked
its already being taken by someone else,
how'd i still pursue you in righteousness,
without committing something i'd regret

and what if actually got together,
the fight wont just end there,
there'll be many more challenges,
we'd have to pull through and bear

it definitely wont be easy,
to stay faithful all the time,
trials and temptations will come,
we'd have to look to something greater

a true love that surpasses all,
that we wont have to be afraid,
of being sincere and truthful,
cause repentance paves the way

i'm comforted

i know you wont be able to supply all i need,
nor i give you all that you desire, vice versa
therefore we look together each day,
to something that's much higher

in Chirst alone is where we'd find
"Contentment, Fulfillment, Joy and Peace"
the only true source that could supply them,
with an unending assurance at least

"everything is permissible but not everything is beneficial" - 1 Cor 10:23