There are so many things that breaks God's heart.
how could i go through everyday life being oblivious to this fact. i always wondered what life would be like not knowing God. not knowing that there is a great being out there whose care for us caused His very life.
to just walk, to not feel, to not burden in the heart, to not be obligated.
passion for the lost compassion for the needy.
thats why i love cycling. with a bike, one can stop anytime anywhere anyplace that most vehicles cant.
was cycling to petaling utama one day... stopped by at a bus stop opposite assumption church .. to drink some water.. one of the very few times i actually felt dry and thirsty cycling on my way.. since the previous times it was always raining and i could sip in sky juice once in a while...
there was a dude sitting there too. no slippers ... shaggy cloths... unkempt hair... something inside me.. no, not something.. i knew what it was.. it was the Spirits prompting.. said.. go over and talk to him...
i hesitated... and then i felt the prompting again, not wanting to wait the third time, i went over... and chatted.. his name was Ram, he came here for mass, but there wasn't any that night.. he needed cash to get back onto the busy... he didn't have enough and needed 4.50
i walked back to my bacg, took out my wallet, and there inside stood one fat 20 bucks.... i felt so rich and blessed at that moment.... 20 bucks....... i felt rich with 20 bucks..... sigh, anwyays didn't have small change... and i knew if i gave this yellow note to him, i would have no cash later to eat dinner with...
screw dinner, this guy looks skinnier than me xD
walked over, gave him the 20 bucks, a hug and a News everlasting that will never run out of grace, mercy and all we need for providence in life.
and beheld tears stream down his yellowish eyes.
God's love, burns brighter than the sun.
more beautiful than words could ever say.
This endless love, shinning over all,
it leads me to your glory everlasting..
awake my soul, open my eyes
to see the countless things in this nation,
which i pass by everyday,
that breaks Your heart.
2 comments:
Yew Leung, this post inspired me to look beyond my pains and struggles. WOW. I have always admired that part of you- being generous for the right reasons and always sharing the Good News to the needy and poor. Thank you. Thank you for inspiring me again.Life has more to this. :) Keep up the good work! God bless
keep shining too! you've encouraged me too in ways that you won't even notice =P indeed there is more to life than this
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