It's not that I don't get angry. Or not have the feeling of that emotion.
But I think I subconsciously fear conflict even more.
So, to subdue flashes of rage and hot arguments or fiery passions... I just prefer to stay calm. And not stir up anything.
This peace, stems not from tranquility or serenity itself, but from the desire to avoid upsetting others. If I am angry, the other person would be sad. I don't want them to be sad because of me.
Hence, I never get angry.
But I still fear.
I fear the other person getting angry.
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