Monday, August 26, 2024

dell attitude

 a new life

a new laptop


a new chance

doesn't really make a difference

unless.


it is used

its all about the attitude

to the latitude


how well is it used?

how much distraction is there?


is it really better.

or not..


to boot from USB

or to dual boot from nvme


choices choices



well, it is much much better than the Acer aspire v3 from like... 2016..

gosh that's almost, 8 years old?

i used it in second year of uni,

after my sister used it first


traded it with a travelmate


hmm

Thursday, August 15, 2024

another tear drop

 i'm so sorry my dear child

its just ... 


..


.


nah... there's no excuse


i'm sorry

Saturday, August 10, 2024

conspiracy Olympic sports

So stuff like breakdancing is an Olympic sport but squash is not ..
Yeah, so it's actually who controls the Olympics that gets to determine what sports go in.... 

The more subjective sports, the more they can select judges that will score their own country with more gold medals.

you can't choose who gets the medals in real sports..... Cause it's an obvious who wins or not by clear rules....

Stuff like... Points awarded by judges.... That's where your country can get em gold medals racked up xD i.e diving, gymnastics and.. dancing..


Friday, August 09, 2024

the idea of being a liberal

A conservative is a liberal whom has been robber.

A pious religious person is deep down inside, a depraved and twisted person, longing to live life on his own terms, freedom to act without consequences, and seek the pleasures of all that is taboo

But because of self discipline and self control.

He does not.

Because of Christ,
We know the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil isn't worth it.
We don't need to experience all that can be offered in this world...

Jesus didn't take up Satan's offers to bow down to him, of rule over a city, or eat bread when he was hungry.....

In the moment of being in the desert and fasting.

He was tempted, yet was still to be found without sin. Because He didn't give in. So that He could live a perfect life and die ok the cross to atone for the sins of those He loved, you and me.



He sacrificed for others.

Think about that.
When you life your own life, do you just live it for the happiness of you own self? Or can you live life, not for others, but for God.

Christianity is not sacrificing your life for another person. Jesus already sacrificed his for them. And only Jesus can do that.

We can't sacrifice for others, we're not perfect ourselves.

We sacrifice to God. For it is He whom demands a sacrifice of praise worthy of Him. Not what is left out of our pockets, not the best choice of meat or cut. But just the humble corn, just the first fruits in rememberce that all is given by Him, just the right heart and attitude.

Of Thanksgiving.

Not of whating to receive benefits or favour. Not with alterior motives. Not with hoping you'll get a hundred fold in return....

But just innocent, giving from the abundance that's recognized. In Christ we already have it all. Heaven. A communion with God. What else could be more precious than that?

Give me poverty, give me death.
But do not take away from me my relationship with the Lord.

Thursday, August 08, 2024

Hannah ljz

yahor, true also lah.. this is why people in position always have jaga what they write loh... Feelings and emotions of masses is a real thing. That's why most can't speak their mind. Always have to think what others will think about them.

She was trying to address that in point 3 I guess... To be brave.

But I think..... It's still okay leh.
Cause it's not like she took the photo like really right right after the semifinal match... That one will be really toooo much lah.

This is like what... Two days gap from the loss.... (Cause they holding up the medals right)... And she noted the calmness style from when he fought world number 1. Probably lots will have shaky knees if paired up against ShiYuQi

But you're right lah James. Poorly worded post. Easy to be taken not in a good way. It's just that the response of the others to it was not as mature as yours. At least yours is respectful and got suitable examples given in a kind way

Haha but media is media lah... What I didn't like was how they blew it up by just focusing on one picture post and leaving out the rest (not like she didn't take pictures with our own guy right) and writing insidious captions saying she's not patriotic

But yalah... What to do, that's how news works right......I mean.. common, even our own LZJ also kena bully on social media himself 🤦 how la. Minister kena... Player also kena.. don't know what is patriotism...don't know who won't kena.. no one is safe from cyber bullying no matter what they do

Monday, August 05, 2024

perfectly imperfect, to be human

 no one is perfect.

the idea of perfection is.. in-human


to be human is to make mistakes

and to learn from them


that's evolution,

that's life.



I acknowledge that i am imperfect,

help me to become a better person.

only You, God are perfect.

You are not just an idea of perfection,

You are, You are all that is. You are everything, and all in all.

You encompass everything, the good. what what ever else makes someone, Perfect.

perfectly good. perfectly whole. perfectly perfect.


God is perfection.

How do we achieve that?

We could never... we are only human


Hence, Christ.

and His death on the cross.. for us

that BY his perfection... and sacrifice.. His willingness to give up what is rightfully His, His communication and connection to the perfect all Father..  


He was cut off from God in the moment He took upon Himself our imperfection.


imperfection, is just another word for Sin

but what is imperfection? it's all around us.. it's unavoidable


no one can be... un-imperfect.

that's just... life