Tuesday, June 29, 2021

hi God

"hi God,
How are you feeling today?" 

Ia a conversation I'd like to have in the morning

authentic salvation

Salvation is
Fully Becoming who we are supposed to be

Saturday, June 19, 2021

the earth will stop going round the sun one day

The ability of someone to accept the possibility of aliens is a good gauge of a person's comprehension of logic and physics

The earth was not without a beginning, 
Nor will it orbit the sun everlasting, 
Stars go out once they burn out
And so too will humanity eventually 

Friday, June 18, 2021

pineal gland third eye

Was listening to some "new age pineal gland activation music"... Gosh it sounds like the synthesiser in church during those moments of silence and prayer times

Its an endocrine gland that secrets homones. That can make ppl feel 'good'

Its linked to the 'third eye' concept 

Probably linked to the central nervous system, which is called different things in different cultures: vagus nerve, 7 chakra points, kindalini snake...

Yup the back bone
With all those nerves stuffed inside it
And the different glands that affect it

Coffee, 
Tea
Alcohol 

And other substances

Nerve synapses

Man this body is quite lit

But alot of this 'wellness' hokey pokey is a lil far out, like... Alot of things are actually quite scientific, and medically explainable

Like whim hoff breathing techniques, 
I was holding my breath as a kid

Mhmm

But sports, 
Sleep
Food

Mindfulness, 
Self awareness, 
Awakening 

Hah... I guess some Christian lingo uses stuff from the new age movement too, or is it the other way around

We were never thought to question, 
Or to try different cultures and experiences 

I think the key to unlocking is... 

Try something new

Monday, June 14, 2021

almost crashed

Almost crashed on the highway
Blue hyuandai with number plate LCW something..
Road raged and stopped infront of a pick up

Almost caused a pile up.. 
Gee... 

Saturday, June 12, 2021

explanations

LIfe is about explaining

because everyone has their own stories.


and everyone's story is quite legit,

well.... legit to them,

in the sense that they genuinely belief that the way their living is 

the truth, the right way


stories


i have my own story

so do you


i dont think that your story is fake,

maybe i used to when i was younger


but i no longer,

i dont want you to think that my story is fake


 

Friday, June 11, 2021

the end will come one day

the sun will stop shining one day,

the earth will cease to follow it's orbit...


that is the fate of the universe we live in,

it will not last forever

Thursday, June 10, 2021

all worlds in me

 Mr Nobody,

Is one of the best movies i've watched..

that i think life is like...


there's just so many choices that we could have taken in life, in the past, in the future

there's an infinite amount of parallel universes,


one i didn't do this,

one i did that..


one i stayed,

one i went


but now... this is the present

this is the universe that i currently live in


you are here,

with me.



i'll love you till the end 

do rest

Do the right things,
And you will find rest

Tuesday, June 08, 2021

daydreamer

My hobby is to daydream

Hope for the best, 
And the universe will do the rest.. 

Or God

Sunday, June 06, 2021

tongariro

Hiked tongariro.
Super unprepared
Gear
Plans.. 

Rush
Cut cost

Whatever.. Did part of the Te Araroa

Next time Mangatepopo entrace...
Whakapapa village was nice but.. Too far trekking in

Need to get, 
Headlamp, jacket and proper shoes

pump your petrol

Fuel bar was 1/4 to E.
Tongariro g.a.s. Was expensive. 
Didnt pump. 

Drove for abt 1 1/2 hours and then the needle dropped till the light came on.

Survived to Te Kuiti BP
Pumped 80bucks 37L

Thank you Lord the car didn't die at the side of the road

Friday, June 04, 2021

egg big ego

Don't say another person's ego is big,
That'll be one's own ego talking 

Thursday, June 03, 2021

driving vtnz

Went for a driving test with Crystal today.
At Highlands. 

We got a strict testing officer
But.. Yah she was nice. 

Just talk

Thank you Lord

Wednesday, June 02, 2021

competition

Ego is good,
To a certain point. 

Such too is competition. 
As long as its not comparison 

That undermines one's
Self image. 

His own personal view on himself. 
When we compare ourselves to others
We just get miserable. 

However there's a need for self confidence, 
But not manufactured. 
It has to come naturally... 
As if a by product of something innate

Just.. Do what needs to be done. 
At that moment. 
Absorbed. 

Stop thinking about other things. 
Stop the mind wondering

However... Dont meditate until the mind is totally empty of everything. Thats bad. 

reiki

Had my first reiki session,
10 minutes at lunch break

in tune with nature's rythm

You'd know,
When someone's in tune
With nature's rythm 

His words and actions, 
Will be so pleasent. 

The conversations
So natural and convinient