I traveled down a path,
that is far from the point i should be,
took a turn somewhere along the road,
that was never meant to be,
Jesus you gave me life,
born into a wonderful family,
i learnt about it's purpose early,
yet, why am i now so weary.
There was a time i could say,
that i was in line with what You'd will,
now i cant even get the basics at bay,
i'm lost and cant seem to be still.
Lord, what is this place you've brought me to,
far away from home and the community i grew up in,
this freedom to choose a new society,
why did i pick the ones that ... were not of You.
Why Lord God, have i come to this point,
To be so uncertain about my existence,
to try life as if there was another purpose,
than the one that You have given me.
Why do i live a life that is so worldly,
gratifying the sinful natures of the flesh,
did i think i could just try this out,
and walk away freely?
did i think maturity was gaining experience,
even if it meant the cost of my integrity,
holiness and righteousness has but fled me,
i feel weak, tired and empty.
There isn't much time left on this plateau,
help me Lord to learn life's lessons early,
Jesus only you can make me holy,
you way was always the one and only.
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