Monday, September 24, 2018

dead poets society

watched dead poets society
i want to write more poems

to live a life,
one has to be willing,
to not hold back,
yet to know daringness from foolishness,
is why wisdom is required.

and understanding,
of how memorised knowledge should be applied

mhmm not very much like a poem.

i want to live my own life,
not to be controlled by some other person's desire.
why.. why must i follow what you want me to do?

why can i not just live.

not to do what i want to do,
but to do what i know will ... make me.. happy

what will give me energy instead of,
draining me

Saturday, September 22, 2018

Ignorance is bliss

the more one's mind know, the more effort is required to filter out alternative worldviews. Hence, "ignorance is bliss" that gave happiness to children, gets more elusive as an adult.

Thankfully, we know of a greater belief that surpassess all. ANd it is a joy to have faith in it.

The more we know the more responsible we become with our knowledge. Although somethings are better not said, it is always nice to find friends that we can speak out whatever is on our mind with.



Friday, September 21, 2018

Homeopathy

Homeopathy ... mmhmm i wonder if all those nights having leg pains when i was a kid.

He would wake up use yoko-yoko and wrap my leg in a bandage.
And rub it to keep it warm (which i still do, when i get muscle leg pains)
-last i remembered getting it was when i was climbing mount K
dad would also go down stairs to get two panadol pills for me.. (western treatment)

But above all that, i think what really heals was the love that he showed.
Like, it really doesn't matter what sickness one is going through,
but what's important is that there is someone else there to be there.. and be caring

"The body will ruin itself,
if the mind thinks so."
The body will heal itself,
along with the help with give it.
Why would God make a body that succumbs to diseases,
Why would a baby be born with cell that can grow and mend themselves,
But lose that ability as time goes by.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HslUzw35mc

Saturday, September 15, 2018

what is joy

Joy is perfection.
When there's no disagreements, fights or conflicts.
When the thoughts of the mind is at peace with the actions of the body.
When there is no cognitive dissonance.

It can't be achieve, not here on earth by any human strength.
Thats why we have Jesus.
He's perfection.

And hence it is in Him that we can find joy.