"Grief is the price we pay for love" - Queen Elizabeth II
It is wonderful to be able to grief,
for then one will know that they have truly loved.
Thursday, June 28, 2018
Saturday, June 23, 2018
only you matter
why bother to hand out with people that put you down?
when you can be constantly be around people that make you laugh?
even when you know what the former says holds some truth,
and the joy and pleasure that comes from the latter is just.. temporal.
who will be there when you really need help?
can you stop caring for everyone?
just to love one person?
can you stop bothering to ask about others,
so that there is only one person that you should asking things about.
: when others are sick, should i bother to whatsapp them?
nay,
life is.... a community.
it isn't just an individual.
"No man is an island"
yet...
yet i find the life of an introvert quite appealing.
yes i may be fond of talking to others to get energy,
but that was the extroverted me.
which waste alot of time....
alot of time..
doing meaningless things like... making friendships.
i already have enough people around me,
all i need is just to .. dig deeper.
just to focus.
a love, those directly around me.
love..
you.
and only you.
when you can be constantly be around people that make you laugh?
even when you know what the former says holds some truth,
and the joy and pleasure that comes from the latter is just.. temporal.
who will be there when you really need help?
can you stop caring for everyone?
just to love one person?
can you stop bothering to ask about others,
so that there is only one person that you should asking things about.
: when others are sick, should i bother to whatsapp them?
nay,
life is.... a community.
it isn't just an individual.
"No man is an island"
yet...
yet i find the life of an introvert quite appealing.
yes i may be fond of talking to others to get energy,
but that was the extroverted me.
which waste alot of time....
alot of time..
doing meaningless things like... making friendships.
i already have enough people around me,
all i need is just to .. dig deeper.
just to focus.
a love, those directly around me.
love..
you.
and only you.
not allowed to, so what
you dont bother to show your best anymore,
when you are around people that you can't impress.
that's why it's so important to keep your vision,
on who you should be impressing, God. He's always there.
when you are around people that you can't impress.
that's why it's so important to keep your vision,
on who you should be impressing, God. He's always there.
Sunday, June 17, 2018
why i am drained
maybe i know why i'm always feeling tired every single day, even just when i wake up in the morning.
its funny, how true this video is, i can no longer see the implications of my actions into the future,
i cant make any more connections, i dont remember things and life is just.... passing on day by day, just trying to get by
I once thought i could leave everyone i met around me with energy due to engaging them,
least did i know that i wasn't taking care of my own relationships that determined if i was being drained or energized.
i thought i was like a battery with infinite energy,
least i know that i'm drained and empty now.
its funny, how true this video is, i can no longer see the implications of my actions into the future,
i cant make any more connections, i dont remember things and life is just.... passing on day by day, just trying to get by
I once thought i could leave everyone i met around me with energy due to engaging them,
least did i know that i wasn't taking care of my own relationships that determined if i was being drained or energized.
i thought i was like a battery with infinite energy,
least i know that i'm drained and empty now.
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