since you left grandma.. i can remember it.. coming back from sungkai after finishing my PLKN .. you were there lying on your bed... looking every so thin and frail.. i never liked it how people said you were 'wasting away', you didn't look sick or ill to me, yet i should know better, i wasn't home for 3months...
you kept fighting to keep alive, until i came back to see you one last time. thanks.
i clearly remember what you said to me when i walked into the room to greet you,
"did you enjoy yourself?" was the question that came out so softly, you last words to me
i never really did actually... but i said "yeah.."
thanks for teaching me one last thing,
that no matter where i am or what i'm facing,
i shall: enjoy it
you'll always be in my heart, mama
