Thursday, September 04, 2025

fear

Contrary to the saying that:
Fear makes one risk-averse

A healthy conception or perspective of fear can actually make one take on more risk. As if there was nothing else to loose, or if losing something more precious due to not acting on that healthy fear would be the consequence.

Let a healthy sense of fear drive us to become a better person.

Fear the Lord.

why I am not angry

A revelation when reading the magazine New Philosopher on emotions.

It's not that I don't get angry. Or not have the feeling of that emotion.

But I think I subconsciously fear conflict even more.

So, to subdue flashes of rage and hot arguments or fiery passions... I just prefer to stay calm. And not stir up anything.

This peace, stems not from tranquility or serenity itself, but from the desire to avoid upsetting others. If I am angry, the other person would be sad. I don't want them to be sad because of me.

Hence, I never get angry.

But I still fear.
I fear the other person getting angry.

Monday, September 01, 2025

we exist because God does

Q: how do you know God exists?

Because you exist. And I.
What constitutes us? Is not whom we are our consciousness (or some might call soul). And who has ever seen one before. Yet you believe that you exist.

Thursday, August 28, 2025

only the weak need God.

Was fetching a freida back form snowboarding. And had some time to chat in the car.... asked her what she taught about church and Christians...

She said that weak people need God.

And I agree.

Right now, we might be strong, in good health, have a career and financially comfortable... life is good.... why would we need God now?


But one day...

We'll all be weak.

And in that weakness, We'll see how God graciously provides His strength to us.

Remember Him in our weakness.
He's there waiting to come help us.

Monday, August 25, 2025

houses shouldn't be an option for investment. the moment someone has their second home it's rates should 99% to mitigate for those that are content with one house or trying to even own their first home.

 So the current world order is kind of like...


Liberal WO: democracy and free trade, running on Adam Smith's "invisible hand" of supply and demand that determines the value of something. Of cause the world economics isn't so simple as that so there's also Keynesian Aggregate Demand that influences the output and inflation.


in the short runs of downturns (recessions) or upturns (booms), markets cant automatically self-correct to full employment fast enough, requiring government intervention through fiscal (spending, taxes) and monetary policies to stabilize the economy and manage business cycles



now here's my take on it:

some commodities like food and stuff to buy are okay to be regulated by the market, because they are small and insignificant enough to not make a huge impact into one's life quality.


however there are some items that should be closely watched:

housing and property.


in NZ we get taxed by IRD hased on how much we earn in total income :


From 1 April 2025

For each dollar of incomeTax rate
0 - $15,60010.5%
$15,601 - $53,50017.5%
$53,501 - $78,10030%
$78,101 - $180,00033%
$180,001 and over39%


it's kind of a good idea, because the idea of it is to tax those that can afford to be taxed that much.

but its horrible in implementation. it dis incentives people to earn more than a certain threshold


and truth be told, it doesn't work. the mega rich all do tax evasion. the run their money through businesses and claim a loss and get tax refunds.


so it's always the middle class that suffers, the hardworking honest people that do a decent living working 9-5 that pays the taxes to keep the govt, country running and rich people sitting on their deck chairs.


and on the other spectrum is the people just plain lazy to find jobs and game the WINZ or benefit and welfare system. A system that has good intentions, to help those that really need help, instead get's abused by people that know how to abuse the system, free money. ACC claims while still working for cash. staying in govt housing although they drive BMW and Mercs....


2. and rates. hosuing rates are super high. it's not nice to own a home now. even people that have no mortage are sturrlign with the rising house rates by councils . while council workers getting 29% payt increaes,, 

i propose... that to get money, its not through taxing people on house rates equally.. but on how many homes one owns.


this will solve the housing crisis.


everyone is only entitled to one house,

they moment you try to buy another one as an investment property....


the rates on that would be like 80-% or something.

you're rich enough to have more than one house... you can afford to keep the council and country running.


houses shouldn't be something people can invest in to make them richer,

because that just pushes the price up too much for people that need to actually buy one.


got the idea from EVE when people would just buy up factories and let them sit empty until the right buyer comes along. it defeats the purpose, it doesn't contribute to society or add any value...


so they solved it buy having a monthly subscription on it, people cant just buy things and let it rot. it had to be active...


it's almost like the AIrBnB mnarket on waiheke.. tonnes of foreing investors, buy real estate. and just sit on it.. and it's all empty homes..... holiday weekend bach, rentout out as airBnBs...


the current system sucks..


maybe i'm just sour because i haven't bought a house yet.

ecc 5: your lot in life

NLT Ecc 5:19

What a wonderful gift from God.

Good health to enjoy the wealth that comes from God.

Key to this is accepting our lot in life.
Not everyone has the same lot.
So comparison to others lot just brings misery.

Embrace and accept the lot God has given and bestowed upon one. Fear Him always.

The fear isn't the on being scared of punishment if doing something wrong or not doing something that should be done...

But a wholesome healthy fear like one that a child has when lost in a supermarket from their parent. A fear of being separated, or abandoned by someone that loves you and you love them so much. It is your whole life...

Wednesday, August 20, 2025

God hates us.. being stuck in our sinful nature

Ephesians 2:3

We were subject to God's wrath.
By the default nature of just being whom we are... born into a body and mind that is tainted by sin. Not on our own choice nor our parents, not by our environment or situation.. but just by being .. human.

We were deserving of destruction.
God doesn't hate us,
But He hates us as we are in our sin.

Just like how a father can't stand the sight if their children being in a broken and miserable state. 

He loves us.
He is full of mercy.

And He has done His part to save us,
A sacrifice from Him.

But we have to choose it,
Because He doesn't force it upon us.

He loves us.
He gives us the freedom of choice,
Of will..

To choose Him,
To choose life.

the time for war

Ecclesiastes 3:8

If only the world could stay in perpetual peace. But then, what would that kind of monotony look like. What will peace be if there was never a war to begin with.

Is war a necessity?
Why even the wisest man in Bible says there is a time for war.

God's followers have been waging war all the time in the old testament... 

But when Christ came, He said we no longer wage it with this world. But against principalities...

There is something more than just meets the eye.

Fight the war that's worth fighting,
Not the one that the world just sees.

Monday, August 18, 2025

the castle of happiness

Just like the king trying to prevent the son from knowing the truth about the outside world, sickness, suffering and death..

So it is not healthy to just only have happiness in a child's life. As they will soon one day need to face the reality of the world.

https://youtu.be/o9xFySZ1tx8?si=nnNqJwY_a0XeVvdd

Saturday, August 16, 2025

when I was a kid

I sat at the dinner table and made a mess
The adults would clean up,
Bending down under the table to pick up the spilled food.
And I would jaut continue sitting there,
Eating without a care....


When I became an adult,
My kid makes a mess at the table,
And now I have to clean it up.

One day dear son,
You too will stop making messes,
And start cleaning up after others,
Continuing the cycle.


You won't just stop making messes of food... But also in relationships, finance, philosophies and beliefs, time and energy, bills and taxes, 


But for now... just be a kid.
And love doing what you do,
No matter what you do,
You'll be loved by adults.

So that one day,
You too as an adult can love 
The kids that make a mess.