Wednesday, October 23, 2024

Finding purpose

 so just ended a call with John and some ELDP/YLDP people.


man, i'm really missing out on stuff back home.

why didn't i find anything like that to belong to in Auckland?


was it because of the life choices or the people or the...

nah, there's nothing to blame.


no one to blame except .. myself


i never found a community to belong to,

to build deep roots and establish myself, my family in.


hence, the dissatisfaction with life

the dissatisfaction with all that was good wherever we are


the struggle is real.


God why





why



its not You, its me.

I can't balme You

You didn't lead me onto this path,

it's one i choosed 



its the best yet

its a blessing from You


thank you, Jesus



for the wife, the kid, the job, the family the friends




least, people jsut be aquientences 


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