so just ended a call with John and some ELDP/YLDP people.
man, i'm really missing out on stuff back home.
why didn't i find anything like that to belong to in Auckland?
was it because of the life choices or the people or the...
nah, there's nothing to blame.
no one to blame except .. myself
i never found a community to belong to,
to build deep roots and establish myself, my family in.
hence, the dissatisfaction with life
the dissatisfaction with all that was good wherever we are
the struggle is real.
God why
why
its not You, its me.
I can't balme You
You didn't lead me onto this path,
it's one i choosed
its the best yet
its a blessing from You
thank you, Jesus
for the wife, the kid, the job, the family the friends
least, people jsut be aquientences
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