misjudge because of bias news

least we misjudge something based on what other people teach us only without knowing learning the truth ourselves. news like to be biased. and subconciously, it does shape the way we tend to think in.. very serious ways. especially if we only recieve things from a small bubble. hence it is important to be open minded to listen to others, what they will say first. but always know when enough is. when listening more can do no more good. it is an evident need to stand your ground, least one becomes... relativistic.

if the speaker has spoken so much as to think that you are convinced aboutthe truth that he holds. you do him no more good than if you halted him and told your side of the standing. thats what constructive communication is.

dont accept everything, yet learn to listen. dont jump to conclusions from assumptions, yet be diligent in making choices based on all that you have built thus far

Houses vs homes

Some have many houses, but few homes.

sacred geometry

so, drawing circles over each other...
and lines... and being a lil obsessed with triangles

stumbbled upon something called kabbalah
its a cult btw. well explained here:

http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Kabbalah/kabbalah_exposed.htm


but what makes it interesting is that, people could come up with this by themselves without having to learn about it. how would i know? i used to draw hexagons in high school when playing with the compass set. now i dont use one anymore. but i would sure like to get my hands on it and try again.

its fun for art. but things like merkaba, flower of life, tree of life, seed of life, i really dont think there's a spiritual element to it, even if there was, it wouldn't be one from God.

(some chirstians are crazy about the ratio dimensions of the cross.. really?)

this website sorta explains in brief what people belief in the geometrical shapes: http://www.ka-gold-jewelry.com/

but yeah, take it with a pinch of salt, i dont think its wise to go into if you're not grounded with God's Word.

btw, the golden ratio, i.e. fibonacci's number is pretty cool. especially how elements in nature resemble it, such as snail shells, pine cones and sunflowers.

flower bombs

what is a violent attack or a defensive retaliation?

people say you shouldn't bomb syria, but what is the alternative solution then?
send them.... flowers?

Prepared food

I miss you mom

I miss how you always prepare food for me before I come back home. When I reach home I can just sit down and eat food and then rush off for my next activity.

dilettante

i am dilettante.

i like to jump into things that catch my interest, even if its just a small bit of it.
without having a deep knowledge or commitment to continue in it.

i just want to understand how things works

Morning sun

The sun helps you to wake up.
The sunlight does. Take time to.. "Photo synthesis" absorb in the light.

Into the eyes. And the hormones released will naturally wake up the body. Ofcause, you need to sleep early, preferably as close to as when the sun goes down. I try to sleep at 9 nowadays.

Take deep breaths with your eyes close. I can feel the top of my nose, the forefront of my forehead.. Aching.

God, this body needs to serious renewal.

I really want to get rid of eyebags.

Staying away from coffee as much as possible.

No wifi and slow computers

Problem: If your wifi shows there are signals you can connect to. But always when you try it says connection limited.

Solution: turn off the Bluetooth.

Problem: if your OS is starting up slowly, and you can enter windows, but everything is crazy slow. And reformatting doesn't work.

Solution: it may be the hard disk dying.

Feeling of trees

Take into consideration the feeling of trees. Just because you cannot communicate with them, doesn't mean they are varlase. Maybe they are ramen?

Christians love God, and people.

was reading about sacred geometry, atheist, 4th, 5th dimensions,
planes of existence.. gee.. so many people out there really hate religion.

i do to actually, the tradition that has been fabricated by society,
i wonder why they don't teach children in school, something that the teacher doesn't agree on personally.

like, we tend to tell others and want their approval for the ideas that we believe in to be true,
but no one in the right mid would start sharing something they believe as a lie to a kid, and ask them to think if it was true or false for them selves.

get this right Christians don't condemn atheist to go to hell.
(nor anything else that could have been derived from that, i.e abortion, homosexuality)

rather, i think that our job is just to, point you to God.
in love. and conviction that the Holy Spirit brings, you will know that the judge is.. well.. not man,
but God himself at the end of the day.

free will? well He did say in the Bible that we can do anything we want, just that we would have to be accountable to all that we do. and we ARE stewards of what God has given to us, time, money, the families and situations that we were born in.

so then, i sit take a step back.. and wonder where my choices in life has led me..
am i still listening to the living God? or am i living life in a .. Hellenistic way?

God please speak, here i am

Wild tigers vs puppets

Like the difference of
a Tiger in wild,
And a puppet in the zoo.

So too think about your life,
Are you living it for the original purpose,
Or have you conformed to the world's circus play?

recall, create

i think the mind is split into two types.
one that makes up new ideas, and one that recalls old memories.

 i think now, i just watch so much online stuff.. and wish to learn new things, inputs.
that my brain has ceased to practice remembering new information.

zzz

The country

Was just learning about how countries manage their own areas. And Singapore popped up because.. Well they are small, they have limited resources and have high technology.

If they wanted to increase land mass they could collect a little bit of soil in the middle and slowly pile it up in the middle to make a mound and later on a mountain.

Increasing the circumference would come naturally as erosion pushes things down, and.. Maybe growing mangroves at the side would help reclaim land.

Then I wonder what if you made tunnels in the hill. Or maybe a really huge shopping complex that incorporated everything. From water treatment functions, energy generation, food, all other life supporting services, transport, communications.

With dystopian ideas in mind. I think this could be utopia. That they are so self contained they don't need to rely on others outside the pyramid for anything.

They start building the core, then slowly grow outwards. The different tires for different levels of hierarchy. Not nessesary the capstone would be the management. It needs to be nuclear bomb proof. And have its on energy reactor, which would provided its own fresh water. Pumping air would be a really important factor, people would suffocate, something like the systems in a human body. The brain sends signals, cables send messages. The blood gives oxygen and nutrients, and also takes away waste.
Waste and sewage management should be one of the most efficient, to ensure sanitation and healthy well being. Artificial light should be provided inside for vitamin D. All waste should be recycled, organics into compost, and metal into the smelting furnace.

Yeah. That would be an ideal country. With not just an abstract pyramid but also the physical one.

AVC FTW

today i wanted to burn a .mp4 into a dvd.
was so blur about what a DVD video is and why it's format is Video_ts and blablabla

downloaded so so many programs trying to figure out which one can burn em nicely.
and what in the world is encoding??

at the end of the day, i think the best is: Any Video Converter
its interface is clean and simple and does whatever needs to be done.

and nero is confusing now with so many options.
sigh.

also decided to get back onto the portable apps platform,
as so not to install too many programs on this tiny SSD

Armour of God.

"It isn't true because it works, it works because it is true."

The belt of truth. Gird your loins.

Studded sandels.. Stand firm.

Breastplate - protect your heart, how you feel

Faith. I wonder if we can determine how big it is. Jesus did say to his disciples "you of little faith".

The helmet will protect your thoughts, your doubts.

The sword of the spirit: defend and attack.

No one goes to battle just to defend.

Everywhere you go, carry it.

Architect

God is the architect and the Bible is His blueprints.

Read it and learn how to live life,

i was talking to a friend in the car today,

he shared about how sometimes in life we are too bust trying to help strangers,

until sometimes we forget to help those whom are close to us, who care for us.

he believes in helping those around him whom he can,

more realistic and achievable. He used to live it the other way around.

It brought me insight, am i doing what i want to do, or what i think is cool because others are doing it.

do i really know what i want to do, or how i should live my life, just like my friend has evaluated.

he said to take a gap year, to travel and explore.

Lord, would you build my life as you will it to be

Windows 8 wifi and bluetooth

Why can't windows 8 connect to a network?

I opened the device manager alongside the connection options... And then it blinks.

Figured it was the broadcom chip sharing the load for WiFi and Bluetooth.

Turned off Bluetooth.

Works like a charm.

After all the headache of dealing with IP settings and the stuff... Zzz

Ephesians 6:10

"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his might power"

Is it possible to not rely on my own strength? ... At all

To put ALL hope in Christ.

Just try to imagine how powerful God is. How mighty... Bringing the real meaning to that word.

Christ the king:

Well.. But it depends on our relationship in God. Be strong in the Lord, not strong in knowledge. Knowledge without power.

None of us are righteous in the sight of God. If Satan wanted to stand against us, who can challenge him? (Without Christ)

V11 taking a stand against the devils schemes.

'We are not fighting to/for victory, we are fight from victory'

Satan works 24/7 to take away from us: our ministry, our gifts. Our family, our testimony.

The first place of spiritual warfare is in the mind.

We are not fighting against flesh and blood. Hence, our enemy is NOT other humans. However, Satan can use people.

by His strength

just did alpha on "prayer"

the stop animation story where the boy was playing in the sandbox really struck a heart cord.

father: Why didn't you use your strength?

son: but i did! i used all of it

father: You didn't ask me to help.

woahh... profoundness... like, before the father even replied, it was guessable for a long time christian. yet it brings so much truth, many christians rely on our own strength to do things (especially carrying out "God's Will") .. rather than realizing that it is from the Father that our strenght comes from.

Matthew 6:6 "But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."

what struck me was verse 7
"And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words."

have i... become like one of the hypocrites? babbling nonsense, instead of talking to God? sigh..

introverts

i taught i was an extrovert last time, saying things without caring much about how other's felt.
now i begin to assume too much, to take things in a very negative light... like.. the worst possible senario a person could respond to something i said...

sigh..

how do intoverts go thorugh interviews?
isn't it not fair that one has to go through something the is set so much for extroverts?

maybe i'm just cowardly.