Christians love God, and people.

was reading about sacred geometry, atheist, 4th, 5th dimensions,
planes of existence.. gee.. so many people out there really hate religion.

i do to actually, the tradition that has been fabricated by society,
i wonder why they don't teach children in school, something that the teacher doesn't agree on personally.

like, we tend to tell others and want their approval for the ideas that we believe in to be true,
but no one in the right mid would start sharing something they believe as a lie to a kid, and ask them to think if it was true or false for them selves.

get this right Christians don't condemn atheist to go to hell.
(nor anything else that could have been derived from that, i.e abortion, homosexuality)

rather, i think that our job is just to, point you to God.
in love. and conviction that the Holy Spirit brings, you will know that the judge is.. well.. not man,
but God himself at the end of the day.

free will? well He did say in the Bible that we can do anything we want, just that we would have to be accountable to all that we do. and we ARE stewards of what God has given to us, time, money, the families and situations that we were born in.

so then, i sit take a step back.. and wonder where my choices in life has led me..
am i still listening to the living God? or am i living life in a .. Hellenistic way?

God please speak, here i am

Wild tigers vs puppets

Like the difference of
a Tiger in wild,
And a puppet in the zoo.

So too think about your life,
Are you living it for the original purpose,
Or have you conformed to the world's circus play?

recall, create

i think the mind is split into two types.
one that makes up new ideas, and one that recalls old memories.

 i think now, i just watch so much online stuff.. and wish to learn new things, inputs.
that my brain has ceased to practice remembering new information.

zzz

The country

Was just learning about how countries manage their own areas. And Singapore popped up because.. Well they are small, they have limited resources and have high technology.

If they wanted to increase land mass they could collect a little bit of soil in the middle and slowly pile it up in the middle to make a mound and later on a mountain.

Increasing the circumference would come naturally as erosion pushes things down, and.. Maybe growing mangroves at the side would help reclaim land.

Then I wonder what if you made tunnels in the hill. Or maybe a really huge shopping complex that incorporated everything. From water treatment functions, energy generation, food, all other life supporting services, transport, communications.

With dystopian ideas in mind. I think this could be utopia. That they are so self contained they don't need to rely on others outside the pyramid for anything.

They start building the core, then slowly grow outwards. The different tires for different levels of hierarchy. Not nessesary the capstone would be the management. It needs to be nuclear bomb proof. And have its on energy reactor, which would provided its own fresh water. Pumping air would be a really important factor, people would suffocate, something like the systems in a human body. The brain sends signals, cables send messages. The blood gives oxygen and nutrients, and also takes away waste.
Waste and sewage management should be one of the most efficient, to ensure sanitation and healthy well being. Artificial light should be provided inside for vitamin D. All waste should be recycled, organics into compost, and metal into the smelting furnace.

Yeah. That would be an ideal country. With not just an abstract pyramid but also the physical one.

AVC FTW

today i wanted to burn a .mp4 into a dvd.
was so blur about what a DVD video is and why it's format is Video_ts and blablabla

downloaded so so many programs trying to figure out which one can burn em nicely.
and what in the world is encoding??

at the end of the day, i think the best is: Any Video Converter
its interface is clean and simple and does whatever needs to be done.

and nero is confusing now with so many options.
sigh.

also decided to get back onto the portable apps platform,
as so not to install too many programs on this tiny SSD

Armour of God.

"It isn't true because it works, it works because it is true."

The belt of truth. Gird your loins.

Studded sandels.. Stand firm.

Breastplate - protect your heart, how you feel

Faith. I wonder if we can determine how big it is. Jesus did say to his disciples "you of little faith".

The helmet will protect your thoughts, your doubts.

The sword of the spirit: defend and attack.

No one goes to battle just to defend.

Everywhere you go, carry it.

Architect

God is the architect and the Bible is His blueprints.

Read it and learn how to live life,

i was talking to a friend in the car today,

he shared about how sometimes in life we are too bust trying to help strangers,

until sometimes we forget to help those whom are close to us, who care for us.

he believes in helping those around him whom he can,

more realistic and achievable. He used to live it the other way around.

It brought me insight, am i doing what i want to do, or what i think is cool because others are doing it.

do i really know what i want to do, or how i should live my life, just like my friend has evaluated.

he said to take a gap year, to travel and explore.

Lord, would you build my life as you will it to be

Windows 8 wifi and bluetooth

Why can't windows 8 connect to a network?

I opened the device manager alongside the connection options... And then it blinks.

Figured it was the broadcom chip sharing the load for WiFi and Bluetooth.

Turned off Bluetooth.

Works like a charm.

After all the headache of dealing with IP settings and the stuff... Zzz

Ephesians 6:10

"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his might power"

Is it possible to not rely on my own strength? ... At all

To put ALL hope in Christ.

Just try to imagine how powerful God is. How mighty... Bringing the real meaning to that word.

Christ the king:

Well.. But it depends on our relationship in God. Be strong in the Lord, not strong in knowledge. Knowledge without power.

None of us are righteous in the sight of God. If Satan wanted to stand against us, who can challenge him? (Without Christ)

V11 taking a stand against the devils schemes.

'We are not fighting to/for victory, we are fight from victory'

Satan works 24/7 to take away from us: our ministry, our gifts. Our family, our testimony.

The first place of spiritual warfare is in the mind.

We are not fighting against flesh and blood. Hence, our enemy is NOT other humans. However, Satan can use people.

by His strength

just did alpha on "prayer"

the stop animation story where the boy was playing in the sandbox really struck a heart cord.

father: Why didn't you use your strength?

son: but i did! i used all of it

father: You didn't ask me to help.

woahh... profoundness... like, before the father even replied, it was guessable for a long time christian. yet it brings so much truth, many christians rely on our own strength to do things (especially carrying out "God's Will") .. rather than realizing that it is from the Father that our strenght comes from.

Matthew 6:6 "But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."

what struck me was verse 7
"And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words."

have i... become like one of the hypocrites? babbling nonsense, instead of talking to God? sigh..

introverts

i taught i was an extrovert last time, saying things without caring much about how other's felt.
now i begin to assume too much, to take things in a very negative light... like.. the worst possible senario a person could respond to something i said...

sigh..

how do intoverts go thorugh interviews?
isn't it not fair that one has to go through something the is set so much for extroverts?

maybe i'm just cowardly.

Zebra ts-3 400

I first saw it in e-books PJ. Bought the pen version. 3 years ago.

Then I found it so convenient fitting into my small survival box. I just had to get the mechanic version too.

Hence, I looked back for it.. In over 5+ book shops.

Finally found it today in popular imago. Thank God

I'm happy.

Purpose

What can a person want more in life than a purpose to live for.

My body?

 Thank you God for the soul that you've palaces in my body that grants life to all the cells.

You hold all the atoms together, the life support systems, organs... My mind.

You gave them to me, to be used for your glory,

This able body.

What have I done with it?

fruits are good?

today after dinner i decided to cut one of the three oranges left in the fridge since ages ago.
then a taught popped up in my head,

who ever said fruits were good for health?
like, how did i even know i should eat em.. how did humans know in the first place..
well for me, i guess i grew up in a family that ate em regularly.
(yes being a university student i eat much less healthier compared to home sweet home where mom makes sure we get one or two servings a day)

then a fond memory also came back,
i would sit behind the motorcycle... my dad drove me to the pasar malam in SS2,
and he would buy fruits. without fail, each week.

boy that must have been some schedule to stick to, buying fruits for the family once every week.
i wonder if i would become a dad like that some day, i wish i would.

to provide for my family, the kids and wife with health.

(p.s. yes fruits are good for you if you didnt know, think about scurvies that sailors suffered from... and eat yo vegetables too)

Passport

I dreamt that i was flying to thailand,
a ticket that was booked very abruptly.

and i forgot to take my passport to the airport with me.
I seem to do that quite often, living in Malaysia.
just flying from PJ to KK doesnt require one.

sigh.

Do you know me?

It seems like i have gotten off on the wrong foot.
I came here with a purposeful heart, a life set right and in line with God's will.

now i find myself so far away from the path i started on.
I seems like i have prostituted myself to the desires and pleasures of this world.

Living away from family is really something different.
No more parent to watch over me, to cook to bring me to church.

I have strayed so far away.
I want to come back Lord.

I want to come back to you,
to feel your presence and joy in my heart once again.
To be sensitive to your calling, your emotions, your word.

Lord, change me to be more like You each and everyday
i want to know You, and i want You to know me.

Thief

I dreamt that I was taking thumdrives from a computer lab. And also a phone, which kept ringing.

Sigh... So I have really have a thief in me. Why do I keep on thinking of larceny. Opening up computers and ripping out parts... Taking things which aren't mine.

God save me.

why listen to others?

sometimes its better to go ahead and do what you feel like doing.

not because it feels good, but because it is the right thing to do.

missing out the opportunity of a small time frame window can cause consequences that cannot be fixed in the future, unless you have the power to turn back time.

so make sure you know what you are doing in life, dont waste it.

dont waste other people's life.

Ephesians 5:15-17: "Therefore be careful how you walk, not as unwise men but as wise, making the most of your time, because the days are evil. So then do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is.…"

dont sleep things off,

go water the plants when you have to

especially if it is a hot day.. two hot days in a row

dont rely on others to water the plants for you just because they verbally said they would do it

remind them to do it, or what does trust mean? that you can abdicate responsibility and put the death of others on the hands of others?

no, do not fall into the sin of omission

when you are entrusted with something by someone, carried it out yourself.

because really.... it is your reputation with you are carrying

"He who is faithful in a very little thing is faithful also in much; and he who is unrighteous in a very little thing is unrighteous also in much." - Luke 16:10

dear God, i hope the plants from kinabalu survives.

and it didn't rain =(

sigh

Where are the letters of Timothy?

Where are the letters written by the rest of the apostles? Or Timothy or those who continued after Christ?

Why aren't they also included in the collection of the Bible?

Are we just regurgitating what we've learnt from our forefathers?
Is what we preach and talk about just traditions passed down from one single book?

Imagine if ALL the writings of man are written down. The Bible would just keep growing and growing in size.

The Bible says: if we were to write down all the works of Jesus, it would take up a whole lotta room.

Hence the Bible we have right now is one what has the essentials: the history that leads to the coming of the messiah, and his work, the Good news, the Gospel, the redemption of mankind.

And the rest of it, we are the ones who continue the story.

Christ continues to live on, not just in heaven on His throne, but in our hearts and lives that we daily go about.