Sunday, February 24, 2019

Google Plus is going.. so many things to get off it.. but.. ahhh whatever lah




Here i am, sitting at a train station
Never really used public transport in my life.
Always getting around using dad's car.

There's something about these hubs that bring some kind of life to a place. The connectivity, the vastness of networks and tubes that bring people from all around to different places for different purposes.

I long to chat with one of them and find out Thier story.

But here I am. Along with everyone else staring down into a black mirror.

At least I don't have my headphones on.
I still get to hear the trains as they come to a screeching halt, the harmonica guy playing on the bridge, the rustle and bustle of the city in a distance.
i use to swim in the waters of Hulu Langat

The Star Online: Forest clearing works leave villagers with murky water - Nation.
http://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2018/09/13/forest-clearing-works-leave-villagers-with-murky-water/

UNDP-GEF
Biodiversity conservation in multiple-use forest landscapes in Sabah

http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/undpgefproject/index.php

mhmm quite active


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United Nations Environment Programme (UNEP)
Convention on Biological Diversity (CBD)
Secretariat of the CBD (SCBD): National Focal Points
Strategic Plan for Biodiversity 2011-2020: Aichi Biodiversity Targets
Global Strategy for Plant Conservation (GSPC) 2011-2020: Global Partnership for Plant Conservation: Liaison Group
Subsidiary Body on Implementation: CITES
National Biodiversity Strategies and Action Plans (NBSAPs)
Global Biodiversity Outlook 5 (GBO-5).

opportunities for:

1. Funding
2. Awareness
3. Network opportunities/partnerships
4. Training materials/capacity building

post-2020 global biodiversity framework COP-15 China
Targets: (specific) indicators (quantitatively measurable)

On October 2010 in Nagoya, Japan, the 10th meeting of the Conference of the Parties to the CBD adopted an updated Global Strategy for Plant Conservation (GSPC) for the period 2011–2020.

This updated GSPC includes 16 targets for plant conservation to be achieved by 2020. The role of the Global Partnership for Plant Conservation (GPPC) is recognised by the CBD in supporting GSPC implementation worldwide.

other related Acronyms:
2050 Vision for Biodiversity and the 2030 Agenda on Sustainable Development, including indicators adopted for the Sustainable Development Goals (SDGs).


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http://www.vizzuality.com/

this site relates with so many forest related data presentations
from climate, to forest watch to agriculture

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way to go Datuk Ting
https://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2016/05/22/defending-malaysias-rich-biodiversity/#HvBQ7Te4yZ7Sw1rE.30

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TensorFlow + RFCX = no more illegal logging.

if you had multiple Guardian devices set up in a network around the forest. you could triangulate the position of the same noise source and find out it's exact location. Audio radar in a way. how faint/loud it is to each station would be roughly equivalent/relative to that tree's position (and boy, how accurate phone devices are getting at GPS)

what if the area didn't have cell phone reception? well, either build a repeater tower at the DFO/ rangers quarters or FreedomTowers by Isaac Wilder concept to make a network from existing Guardian devices or towers in themselves

Since sunlight is hard to come by in the forest, platforms should be built above on emergent species that break through the canopies and receive almost full sunlight through the day. (angle the panels from east to west) or flat zenith. (or put in an actuator that follows the sun like a sunflower) - getting data on circadian cycles

There's also the potential to allow drones to be hooked up to the system and do a fly by the area that has potential illegal activities based on the triangulated position. The drones can be equipped with high resolution cameras for real time detection and validation as well as heat sensors to pick up body signatures or machinery in thermal sight. (vision to bypass the canopy)

other than intervening to human activities, ecologically the monitoring could be used to pick up bird calls signaling a fruiting tree (i.e. bulbul and fig trees) and log long-term phenological patterns

also,
TensorFlow could be used for ID-in tree species based on leaf and tree structure. Alot of species are ID-ed with a binomial key system in Taxonomy. And with the processing power of Google's TPU Cloud computing and visual machine learning, we could even infer how many leafs are on a tree based on the size of a leaf and the whole canopy and branches and outline and such.

Exciting times for ideas that'll seem probably due to the advancement of technology nowadays., but it'll require some form of machine learning, programming, coding background. sigh.




https://rfcx.org/

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rainforest connection.

reusing old smartphones, retrofitting them out with solar panels and maybe.. a better microphone? you could monitor so much more than just chainsaw noises.

we could have real time climate data,
humidity, barometer, lux meters (light intensities), recordings of birds, mammals and amphibians.

heck we could monitor growth of trees and such.

imagine if you could tap into the potential energy from living plants themselves, like plug wires into the trunk and use the bio-electricity generated from the tree itself to power the devices. it'll be like, hybridizing the trees and cyber-punking them up.
https://youtu.be/JtCk1Obg02s

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Some history about SDF, nested under some weeirrddd link

http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/resource/photo-gallery/45-30-08-2015-rumah-terbuka-ibu-pejabat-sempena-hari-raya/detail/358-30-08-2015-rumah-terbuka-ibu-pejabat-sempena-hari-raya?tmpl=component

The Sabah Forestry Department (SFD) was established in 1914 when the state was still under the rule of the British Borneo Chartered Company. Starting from a humble beginning of 6 staff, the department has grown over the years and has established 27 District Forestry Offices with a workforce of about 2,000 staff.


The past functions of the department focused primarily on the collection of royalty. The department however has evolved over the years and later assumed broader responsibilities covering the protection and conservation of forest reserves based on the concept of Sustainable Forest Management (SFM).

Since its establishment, the Forestry Department has established forest reserves throughout the state, and is currently the custodian for about 3.6 million hectares or 49.1% of the state’s land mass. Based on the powers vested under the Forest Enactment 1968 and Forest Rules 1969, the department has undertaken various efforts to protect and manage the state’s forests.

The crucial turning point which has influenced the department as an organisation is in the late 1980s when SFM was introduced and later adopted for statewide application in 1997. Since then, the department had been restructured and its capacity enhanced to cover the many facets of SFM.

The Establishment and Key Milestones of The Sabah Forestry Department

Year Milestone
1914
The Forest Department was established. Donald M. Matthews, an American, was appointed as the first Chief Forest Officer.
1915
First Forest Department Annual Report published.
1916
Royalty charges on timber actually cut was introduced.
Bulletin No.1: Timbers of British North Borneo and Minor Forest Produce was published.
1921
D.D. Wood, also an American, was appointed as the first Conservator of Forests.
1923
Pulau Gaya was gazetted as the first forest reserve.
1931
The department was officially designated as the Forest Department with forest reserves amounting to 129,425 acres (52,376.44 hectares) at the end of 1931.
Harry Keith appointed as Conservator of Forests. His wife, Agnes Keith, wrote the book, "Land Below The Wind" in 1939, making Sabah famous.
1940
First Working Plan for the Elopura Forest Reserve (mangrove forest) was prepared and implemented by G.S. Brown, the Assistant Conservator of Forests .
1946
British Military Administration (BMA) began and J. Agama, the deputy Assistant Conservator of
Forests, was given the task to reorganise the Forest Department with a staff of 16. This ended in one month and North Borneo became a Crown Colony.
The Department of Agriculture ceased to be under the portfolio of the Forest Department which it was, from 1921.
1947
The Forest Department was divided into two divisions i.e. East Coast and West Coast divisions with 5 districts – Kudat, Jesselton (Kota Kinabalu), Sandakan, Semporna and Tawau.
1952
Monopoly of British Borneo Timber Company was terminated by the Government and 12 new concessions were entered into.
1954
Forest Botany Section was formed with the arrival of the first Forest Botanist Mr. Geoffrey Wood from Oxford University.
1957
Cartography Section was formed and the first Forest Cartographer was Mr E.C. Francis.
1959
His Royal Highness the Duke of Edinburgh officiated the first Forestry and Timber Exhibition in Sandakan.
1962
A new Headquarters building was completed in Jalan Ching Meng, Sandakan.
Introduction of chainsaws for felling commercial timber in Sabah.
1968
The Forest Enactment 1968 and Forest Rules 1969 came into force on January 1st, 1969
1969
The Malaysian/Canadian Aid (CIDA) Forest Inventory and Economic Evaluation Project was implemented.
Datuk H.S. Martyn made history for being the first native to hold the post as the 7th Conservator
of Forests.
1970
The Sabah Foundation long-term Licence Agreement of 100 years, covering 3300 square miles was entered into.
1982
The Headquarters of the Forestry Department in Sandakan was relocated to KM10, Labuk Road
1984
Regazettement of 3.3 million hectares of forest reserves or 45.1% of Sabah's land mass to include various forest reserve classes into the constituted reserves
Security of tenure endorsed for forest reserves through change of legislation to transfer land use tenure powers to the legislature from the executive.
1985
The Sabah Foundation, Sabah Forest Department and the Royal Society (United Kingdom) signed an agreement on a Tropical Forest Research Programme to be based at Danum Valley, Lahad Datu.
1986
The Forest Department was renamed as Sabah Forestry Department and headed by the Director of Forestry. Title of 'Conservator' ceased to be used.
New divisions and regional offices were established and upgraded i.e. 10 Divisions, 5 Regional Offices and 19 District Forestry Offices.
1988
The Wildlife Division was officially separated and put under the management of the Sabah Tourism and Environment Ministry.
SFI (Sabah Forest Industries Sdn. Bhd.), the nation's first pulp and paper plant, was commissioned.
1989
The era of Sustainable Forest Management (SFM) began with the commissioning of the Malaysian-German Sustainable Forest Management Project, at Deramakot Forest Reserve.
HRH Prince Philip, The Duke of Edinburgh, President of World Wide Fund for Nature (WWF) visited the Sabah Forestry Department for the second time. He was accompanied by the Chief Minister of Sabah, Tan Sri Datuk Seri Panglima Joseph Pairin Kitingan together with the 9th Director of Forestry, Datuk Miller Munang.
1990
Reduced Impact Logging (RIL) was introduced.
1992
The world's first tropical forest carbon project was launched at the INFAPRO area, Ulu Segama Forest Reserve.
1994
Five (5) additional District Forestry Offices were established, making a total of 24.
1995
Exhibition of the client charter is made compulsory in all divisions and regional offices.
Danum Valley (43,800 hectares) was accorded totally protected status under Class I (Protection)
1997
Prime Minister, Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad visited Sabah Forestry Department i.e. Deramakot Forest Reserve.
State Government introduced new policy i.e. adoption and statewide implementation of Sustainable Forest Management (SFM) and the FMU forest management system.
Deramakot Forest Reserve was certified as a well managed forest by the Forest Stewardship Council (FSC) and is also the world’s first for tropical forests
Maliau Basin (58,840 hectares) was accorded totally protected status under Class I (Protection).
2000
The department received its first ISO certificate, MS ISO 9000 for its Royalty Collection System on the Production of Timber from Class II Commercial Forest Reserves for Local Processing at the Forestry District of Beluran.
Number of Forestry Districts expanded to 27.
2004
Helicopter Logging introduced in Sabah.
2005
Sabah Forestry Department's official flag was hoisted at the SFD Headquarters
2006
Ulu Segama and Malua Forest Reserves covering some 241,000 hectares of forest reserves were set aside for the Ulu Segama and Malua SFM project to secure a home for Orang Utans in co-existence with forest management in the long run.
The Centennial Time Capsule and the "Forestry in Sabah" book was launched by the Chief Minister of Sabah, the Right Honourable Datuk Seri Musa Hj. Aman at the Rainforest Discovery Centre.
Prime Minister Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, made a visit to Deramakot Forest Reserve, the second Prime Minister to do so.
2007
Logging completely ceased in Ulu Segama-Malua Forest Reserves, in the interest of conservation, after some 50 years of timber harvesting.
The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi and his wife, Tun Jeanne Abdullah launched the Rainforest Discovery Centre.
2008
Borneo's first Ramsar site for wetlands, covering some 78,803 hectares, declared at the Kinabatangan coastlines.
Forestry Department made a presentation at the Chatham House, London on good forest governance.
2009
Third Party Independent Auditing of all long-term licence holders introduced.
Imbak Canyon (16,750 hectares) was accorded totally protected status under Class I (Protection).
2010
RIL was made mandatory on all harvesting within forest reserves.
2011
Both Ulu Segama Forest Reserves and Tangkulap-Sg Pinangah Forest Reserves (FMU 17A) were certified under the FSC standard.
The Right Honourable Prime Minister, Dato' Seri Najib Tun Abdul Razak launched the 'SAFE" (Stability of Altered Forest Ecosystems) project at the Maliau Basin Field Centre, a Malaysian collaboration with the Royal Society and the University of London.
1.2 million m³ of plantation timber produced in Sabah and the highest ever since the first exports of planted timber in 1982.
The Sabah Forestry Department was invited to St. James's Palace, London, to present Sabah's Conservation agenda.
2012
Sabah Forestry Department made a presentation in a side event of the Rio+20 Conference, Brazil.
About 900,000 hectares of forests are partially or fully certified in Sabah under the FSC and the MTCC (Malaysian Timber Certification Council) as well managed forests.
Their Royal Highnesses, Prince William & Lady Catherine visited Danum Valley.
2013
Carbon locked up in trees legislated as a forest produce and a taxable commodity if traded.
Totally Protected Areas (TPAs) increased to 18.6% of the total land mass of Sabah or about 1.3 million hectares.
The Sabah Forestry team made a presentation on Sabah's Conservation agenda to the US Administration at Washington DC, USA.
For the first time in at least 50 years, no short term (Form I) licences were issued inside forest reserves.
SFD constituted a total of 3.6 million hectares of forest reserves or 49.1% of the State's land mass.
Totally restored and planted forests exceeded 500,000 hectares, the highest ever.
2014
The department is a proud organisation with about 2,000 staff and headed by Datuk Sam Mannan


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sigh, i felt like he did support the environment through HoB and also the development of Sabah with the plantations. I mean, if we didn't have all this oil palm, what else could Sabah be producing?

Not like the western countries are going to be paying us for keeping our forest.

and honesty, the westerns destroyed their forest for the sake of their own development back then.

i mean, yeah there are some wrongs here and there, if the moneies were allocated back out better to more people the community. then it wouldn't e such a big issue gess? if the riches were shared.

but yeah.... what if all this was a scheme to prevent Malaysia from rising up as a super power economy? haha

Excerpt:
>According to one source close to the matter, two board members of the Yayasan Sabah foundation are part of the corruption scheme and provide cover for the chief minister when granting logging concessions.

>The source recounts repeated cases of the granting of logging concessions in areas of the Sabah rainforest that were later declared as protection zones. «In one publicity stunt, the chief minister added one tract of rainforest to the Heart of Borneo protection zone – but at that time, the land had already been completely logged», the source says.


https://www.republik.ch/2018/03/26/ubs-in-the-jungle


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CAO's carbon map of sabah done in 2017

https://carnegiescience.edu/node/2268

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The most important control measure after planting is to manage for reduced tree stress. This includes regulating species composition, maintaining biological diversity, and reducing the chances for insect pest buildup. Mixed-species forests are more resistant to insect defoliation, and also slow the spread of species-specific pests such as dwarf mistletoe, which are both predisposing agents for Armillaria.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armillaria_ostoyae

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if only we learnt about this book while studying forestry in UMS. sigh, the things they leave out of the public education.

The History of Logging in North Borneo by Ross Ibbotson

https://www.nhpborneo.com/book/history-logging-north-borneo/

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/285815732_The_History_of_Logging_in_North_Borneo_by_Ross_Ibbotson

http://discovery.nationalarchives.gov.uk/details/r/C1217053

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THe work im doing that has been done:

These collections were obtained over a 73 year period (1938-2011), with the majority (75%) having been collected during the 1950s and 1960s, which pre-dates the major loss of forest cover in Sabah. All herbarium specimen locality records without geographical coordinates were geo-referenced by consulting 1:250,000 soil maps and 1:50,000 forest stratum maps. Supplementary locality data were collected from research plots established predominantly during the 1950s and 1960s and during more recent field surveys conducted as part of the HOB Initiative and as part of the Sabah Plant Red List project (2009-2013). All dipterocarps encountered during these surveys were identified and their position recorded with a GPS.

Dipterocarp endemism in the Heart Of Borneo. Available from: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/258839614_Dipterocarp_endemism_in_the_Heart_Of_Borneo [accessed Jun 13, 2017].

On completion of the Manuals of Dipterocarps for Foresters, the database was taken on by Dr. Rachun Pooma (BKF). Between 1999 and 2003, he made records of all specimens of Dipterocarpaceae collected in Thailand, more than doubling the size of the specimen records file. He then attached latitude and longitude coordinates to as many of them as he could and downloaded these records into ARC/INFO in order to carry out an area cladistic analysis. His work was funded by the Danish Environmental Research Programme’s project entitled, “Forests and People in Thailand” and led to his Ph.D. of Kasetsart University. Full details of his work can be seen at the Bangkok Forest Herbarium website .

In 2002, Professor Peter Ashton donated his collection of record cards to the Royal Botanic Garden Edinburgh. Each of the 20,000 or so cards represents a specimen of a dipterocarp seen by Professor Ashton. His intention was that the cards should be added to the database in Edinburgh. As a first step towards this goal, two students of Aberdeen University digitised all the cards relating to Philippines species between May and August 2003. Mr. Zisis Gagkas and Mr. Erling John Karlberg, studied distributions of Philippines species and reassessed the IUCN categories of threat for each species, based on distributions of collecting localities plotted on maps of the extent of forests in the Philippines in 1900 and 1990.

http://193.62.154.38/diptero/

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some history of forestry in Sabah. and why we still have patches of forest =/

"Being a man of few words, all he said was that it was just one of many small patches of forest that had been preserved for future generations to know the type of the jungle in the area that had been cleared to make way for agriculture."

Ah, so that's why there's still these forest left around for us to do research on...
thanks man, good foresight
https://www.thestar.com.my/metro/metro-news/2017/09/16/small-filipino-community-makes-big-impact-on-sabahs-landscape/#hBFgJ0a5fYRTQe4s.30

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what the plan is for doing the Mphil in UMS, Sabah.
IUCN statuses for dipterocarp trees along with an ensemble heatmap showing priority areas where they could potentially be found.

Modeling FTW.

maybe the PhD would be upon using machine learning for the modeling work. time to take up some programing classes part time? gee, numbers and statistics should be a hobby

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Essential programs that should be thought to students in forestry:

1. R-studio (versatile Program language for Statistical analysis)
2. QGIS (free Geographic Information System)
3. BHRAMS (Database management System)
4. Zotero/Mendeley (reference citation)

Other useful side programs:
1. Estimate S
2. MaxENT
3. Microsoft Excel

I dont understand why we had to learn:
1. SPSS



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owh man, good guy Englishman looking out for us back then. if only there were more fervent people now adays to dig into matters and root em out.

The amount of detail and speech in this freely available online source makes me wonder how it can be open to the public.

Its like a gem waiting to be discovered

http://hansard.millbanksystems.com/commons/1956/mar/29/north-borneo-timber-industry
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should be a case review for students in forestry:

http://www.thestar.com.my/business/business-news/2017/05/18/priceworth-gets-green-light-to-log-at-sabah-forest-reserve/


what are the economics and how to interpret it?


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i guess monitoring forest change is quite the in thing

http://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/194008291300600101

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a little about DVCA, Yayasan Sabah, Weyer Haueser Co.

Rivers: Bole, Segama,

Mt SIlam, Mt Danum,

Kennedy Bay Co on conventional tractor logging and cable yarding


http://www.rhinoresourcecenter.com/pdf_files/117/1178932851.pdf

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No... Please no more oil palm...

http://www.star2.com/living/2017/05/18/10-photographs-that-describe-the-palm-oil-industry/#SYuQsAafzLU4qGVd.30

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https://longreads.com/2017/05/08/death-by-fire/?

haha forest fire, what a joke to fight against nature7 classes of Forest Reserves (FR)
I) Protection FR - watershed and environmental services, can't log
II) Commercial FR - all the logging happens
III) Domestic FR - harvestable by locals, not large scale
IV) Amenity FR - recreational, education to general public and small research
V) Mangrove FR - harvested for the bakau
VI) Virgin Jungle Reserve (VJR) - stricly research, bioD conservation
VII) Wildlife Reserve - for the wildlife, Kulamba WR and Tabin WR

http://www.flyingdusun.com/005_Places/050_parks&class.htm

just seven classes.... what are they collectively known as?
haha

Last time they were called Permanent Forest Reserves (PFR),
but of late the umbrella term was changed to Permanent Forest Estate (PFE).

and under that the various types?landuse?categories? are known as:
1) Protective Forests a.k.a. Protection Forest last time (PF... no, they were better known as Protected Areas "PA"),
2) Protective Forests a.k.a. Production Forest last time (these were the PF)
3) Amenity Forests, no idea why they have this when a Class by itself is of the same name
4) Virgin Forest - Probably VJRs .. not really virgin, most of them are probably logged over.

And then the third level comes....(mostly for all Class II forest)....
"land use" the category/field/term that is used for ... Forest functions:
a) Conservation - using the category field "LANDUSE"
b) IPT / "Sabah ITP Area" - using the category field "CLASSIFIED"
c) Mosaic planting
d) NFM - using the category field "FUNCTION"
e) Agroforestry - having 'oil palm plantations' under "PAREAS"

so yeah... terms.. belit

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I think back of the time where i see trucks carting out logs and small timber.
the judiciary and laws are there, just that the enforcement and prosecution aren't.

worst still, alot of young people going into the work line are actually clueless about laws and their importance. hence, they just sign off papers that permit those old-timers (whom know how to exploit both the system and the land for unsustainable personal gain), becoming scapegoats.

for example, a fresh grad working in a third party auditing firm, no real interest in the forest, just looking for a job and some monthly cash. Goes to the site and gets "tricked" by deceit and deception, to pass off the logging as legal and in the right frame. never really bothering to read the fine details or go the extra mile and check not just on the brushed up, white-washed presentation site, but the deeper more harder back lines.

and just signs the paper.
http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/discover/policies/forest-legislation

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Policies

Okay so the whole idea for a "policy" is to set the.. goal? that is to be achieved. something like a guiding vision, mission, motto, objective, aim...

gosh. so much terms that overlap with each other. anyhow stakeholders

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those who don't know history are bound to repeat them.

http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/download/2007/23.%20xi.%20Forest%20Reservation.pdf

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http://iea.uoregon.edu/

the compilation of Environmental agreements..
led by Ronald B. Mitchell from University of Oregon.

haha, its like a giant database of recording all that has happened in history regarding the laws, polices and stuff people make up regarding nature.

i guess he was trying to see what makes people tick,
what works and doesnt.

owh well. one day.. one day we will all agree... with the singularity

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this is what we need.. in Malaysia

https://environment.google/projects/forest-watch/

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should be another compulsory reading for forestry students
https://books.google.com/books/about/The_Hidden_Life_of_Trees.html?id=WEn4DAAAQBAJ

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special features of SFD Annual Report for year 2008 and 2012.. how far have we come since then? at 2017

http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/download/2008/29_Special.pdf
http://www.forest.sabah.gov.my/images/pdf/publications/AR2012/Chap29.pdf



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Wednesday, February 13, 2019

For the unmarried

It's important to find "true love" as an individual (with God) before we try to find it in another person (our "life partner"), for if we try to look anywhere else other than Him, we shall never find true joy or fulfilment. Nay, not even in our spouses should we place our hope and trust for a love that only God can give.

Yet, we are all still so human. And we'll always wonder around looking for it.. in places we know we won't be able to find it.

How sin has destroyed this world, and how wonderful will all our relationships be with each other when it is restored by Christ at His second coming.

Magic bullet

God is not a magic bullet
We can't go on living the life of disobedience,
And expect God to show up and save us all the time when we pray to Him in desperation for things we want.

He gives,
He answered prayers,
When we pray "let Your will be done"

Monday, February 11, 2019

Lenovo ideapad 320-14IKBR


Ideapad silver
Intel i5
nVidea

btw is the WORSE laptop ya.. has a whole tonne of issues like MAJOR lag



can slot in m.2 pcie NVME SSD


only one slot for RAM though

lenovo ideapad 110-15lBR 80T7



This laptop is super empty. cheap
Space for a hard disk.. thats about it
cant even find the RAM slot, probably on the other side
wouldn't be able to upgrade anything.

But it runs so smooth.
it's no powerful, but enough for word processing and powerpoints
Intel Celeron

Wednesday, February 06, 2019

Promises. Suffering.

I sat on the floor,
My back against the two seater sofa.
My legs spread open in a V,
My hands drooping down lifelessly,.
My head hung low,
My eyes squinted tight.

A frow on my brow.

Why did I choose this,
Why did I make the choices I did?

Wasn't it because I told him:
"let me ask God first if I should commit"

And
Wasn't it because I told God:
"show me sign for what you want me to do"

And
Wasn't it because He's answered so many times:
Through His scriptures, His living Word

Why God, I believed in your promises. I followed You because you said so, You guided me. Why am I in this position now..

That I don't feel: comfortable.

It is... Suffering.

Is holding on the promises to God supposed to be: suffering?

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...

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Yet I know..
Deep down somewhere..
Thought all this,
He is still there.

What He's promised in the past,
What He's spoken so clearly back then,
Has not changed.

I remmeber

I'll live in remembrance.

Promises, suffering.
Promises to come.

Friday, February 01, 2019

Why doesn't God stop wars

If you wanted God to end all wars, to stop all sin...

There would be no one left on earth.
You and I would be equally wiped out without being given a second chance to repent.

I am no more a better person than the worse of criminals, sin does not differentiate

Sunday, January 27, 2019

This is skyline (vision membership)

This is skyline
2001 planted in Pacific sutera by SIB likas
2002 moved to sutera
2004 got long term leash from Dk. Edward.

God is calling us to change the spiritual skyline of KK.
The sky is the limit
A book John maxly.

What is our vision?
Purposeful.

We are not marking time
We are clear where we are going
We are clear what we are doing

Our culture. Same hosuehold

Love God,
Make disciples
Transform communities

Based on great comandment and comission

How love God?
Worship - passionately
Lives - excel in families and workplaces.
Loving this house.

The imperative is not "go"
But "make disciples"

Growing new believers to fesciples that serve.
A growth track : faith factor 4 weeks (rebrandong of: new life) , discipleship track

Crossover: 1 day (previously encounterday)
Baptism: 1 sunday

Rhema school: ongoing... 3 years.
No reason to not go to a bible school.

Serving regulars
Serving leaders

Mentor and mantee, 2 years.

A. B. C.
AUTHENTIC: know the word of God and live by it
BROKEN: humble, live under Christ as Lord.
COURAGEOUS : learn to trust God in faith.

Whar types of communities are we seeking to transform? We have SIB roots.
1. The poor in interior
2
4. Next gen - schools
5.the work place

Swvwm diato
@ = we sacrifice (time, mkne

We kneel
We. Yahoo!
We love
Encourage

Our speakers inspire too
Never give up because God never give up on us
E-culture : we encourage, equip

Our faith,
What do we believe
Not a cult. He doesn't sign any cheks

Statement 1-10
We believe... In the trinity
Jesus
Bible

One sentence
Vibrant, current, intergenerational, Malaysian church.

This is a happening church
We don't belive in wasting your time on a sunday
Not that you come out of habit
You have a purpose, grow closer to God..

How to maximise your spiritual growth
5 things to do
1. Sunday celebration - is about being together
2. Cp8 -
3. Connect groups
4. Desciplebgrowth track
5. Serve

Ownership of the church






Monday, January 21, 2019

avast premier at RM19


So, the avast antivirus updated and they gave an offer for the rest of the subscription (500 ish days more) to be premier for... RM19... normally if you try to get it off the store its RM149. and if you subscribe from inside the program its RM29. So yeah, i guess this offer only comes out after the update is made.

But one thing that you should be quite cautious about is that they will set an "auto renewal". which is what mostly happens when you sign up for anything that is for "free trial". After clicking a few links provided with the email that was sent, it's easy to find and disable.

I won't want to suddenly be charged RM149 (or whatever the new price would be) for something i only paid cheaper back then. I used to live off free antiviruses. but i think now in the age of internet and connectivity it's always good to have the latest anti virus for a peace of mind.






Friday, January 18, 2019

time to quit

good reason to quit social media

https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/social-media-mental-health-negative-effects-depression-anxiety-addiction-memory-a8307196.html

https://www.forbes.com/sites/alicegwalton/2018/11/16/new-research-shows-just-how-bad-social-media-can-be-for-mental-health/#683213c97af4

"you're just waking up to end the day" - Loke TY/Goh CL

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Patience: in the age of Insta-everything


General questions to open up the topic:
1.       How much social media do you use?
a.       Would you select fast food over a slow restaurant?
b.      How fast do you scroll down?
2.       When was the last time you had to be patient?
3.       Do you find it hard to wait for something?
a.       Would you select the shortest line or wait in yours?
b.      Do you press the close button when in a lift or wait for it to automatically close?
c.       Watch an action packed movie or a slow “boring” one to the end?
d.      When you open doors, do you go in or let others pass first?
e.      What is your feeling when pages load slowly/slow internet?
f.        Do you have a feeling that you need the fastest broadband?
4.       When you are typing something do you take time to process what is written before hastily sending it?
5.       What would you rate your ability to make patient choices from 1-10?
a.       How patient would you rate yourself? From a scale of 1-3
6.       What is the last book you read?
a.       How long can you sit down and read?
b.      Would you rather watch a youtube synopsis?
c.       How many tabs do you open in the browser?
7.       Could you be patient with another person?
a.       Who is the one person you are least patient with?
b.      Who do you think has shown you the most patience in life?
8.       Have you heard of delayed gratification?
a.       Definition. Delayed gratification refers to the ability to put off something mildly fun or pleasurable now, in order to gain something that is more fun, pleasurable, or rewarding later. For example, you could watch TV the night before an exam, or you could practice delayed gratification and study for the exam.
Slightly guided:
1.       What do you think of patience as something that can be chosen?
a.       Are some people born naturally short tempered?
b.      Is it a nature or nurture thing?
2.       The Bible talks about one of the fruit of the Spirit being patience or forbearing/long suffering what do you think about God helping a person to be patient?
3.        
How it leads back to Jesus
1.       Jesus showed patience leading up to this death, he was flogged, humiliated and forced to carry His cross, His own instrument of execution. He could have called down an army of angels to save Him at any point, but didn’t. Do you think that you would ever be as patient as Him? Do you want to be a more patient person? DO you believe that God can help you to be more patient?


Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Freedom

Freedom,
Is NOT: doing whatever you want.
It is, being able to do what is right.

Thursday, January 10, 2019

Issac and Jesus


“Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”
Genesis 22:12 NIV

This was a foreshadow of God sacrificing His one and only Son Jesus for us.
If Abraham did not obey God to sacrifice his one and only son Issac..

I wonder what was going on in Issacs head when his own father bounded him and placed him on the alter.. Didn't he struggle?

Would God still haven been able to send Jesus down through the linkage of Abraham?

Wednesday, January 09, 2019

Compound effect

how to get rid of useless actions in life,
to focus...
no automatically filter out temptations and distractions:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDxDCtZ9UkE

have a CORE VALUE,
to be realigned to,
each and every moment,

this is the one COMPASS that can guide you back,

i.e. does this thing help in my pursuit to this thing.

Thursday, January 03, 2019

Perfect God

I will never ever be perfect enough for God

Tuesday, January 01, 2019

okay it's the new year

its the new year,
why do i feel like today should be spent differently?
it's a "holiday"

maybe we should just sit down and write out our goals for the year?

quit social media,
quit ... everything

be more intentional with how i spend time?
i spend the whole day today playing Element TD

time really flies by
i played until my elbows are aching

sigh

what have i become

students report, semester 2

Outline below your progress and achievements over the last 6 months. Indicate what milestones have been achieved, including detailing what chapters or sections of your thesis have been written in draft or final form.
not alot of progress.
came back from Sandakan on september 17.
Since then until December 31st, I have not finished my writing.
I dont even know if what i'm doing with my data collected and results if they make sense.
I feel stuck and have an extreme lack of motivation to continue on.
Every day there is a routine of having no routine
And i wish i could just take a break,
a long break.
I dont want to be here anymore.
Data collection in FRC, sepilok.
Some workshops on R.
Expeditions.
Came back to KK for writing on 17th september
Tried to write chapters 1, 2 and 3.
Mweting with supervisor and Co supervisor.


Outline below your research goals for the next 6 months. Indicate what milestones have been set for the next 6 months, including detailing what chapters or sections of your thesis you plan to write in this period.
maybe do a Viva? fail it...downgrade to a masters instead of an MPhil
quit, go back home.

work.
done with academics, when i read journals, nothing goes in.
i'm just not interested in this line anymore.
Finish off Chapter 1, 2, 3
Write chapter 4, 5, 6.
Write proposal for upgrade.
Try to get a paper out
Conversion viva.

did it last night in the car on the way to watch night service. the system closed the next day


Monday, December 31, 2018

A truth

all things will come to light sooner or later
Nothing remains hidden

https://nyti.ms/2R83SBG

Sunday, December 30, 2018

30 dec 2018



"This year, I found love in the most unlikely places:
In the song of birds chirping as I tightened a noose around my neck
In the shameless confession of my vices to a hostile friend
In the stern rebuke of a lover against my love of the others
(“Others” here meaning death, alcohol, violence, sugar)
In the knowing words and quizzical stares of my thoughtful mother
In the dazzling smile and bony fingers of my would-be murderer
In the all-embracing silence of the Blessed Sacrament
(And certainly, in the delightful noise of screaming children)
In the deft hands and sureness of my mechanics
In the arbitrary gifts of several wild romantics
In the patient explanations by my nation’s and the world’s brightest
In the generous smiles of humble, billionaire titans
But most of all, inside myself, in the deepest part of my being
Where I found grace and forgiveness, intellect and meaning
...fine, I’ll admit it - a strange, subconscious manipulation was inherent
If like nothing but the soft fur and needy mews of ravenous kittens"
-Samantha Ho

this was posted on Facebook,
but i just wanna place it here so that it could be looked back on..