Tuesday, July 31, 2012

its been a year

since you left grandma.. i can remember it.. coming back from sungkai after finishing my PLKN .. you were there lying on your bed... looking every so thin and frail.. i never liked it how people said you were 'wasting away', you didn't look sick or ill to me, yet i should know better, i wasn't home for 3months...

you kept fighting to keep alive, until i came back to see you one last time. thanks.

i clearly remember what you said to me when i walked into the room to greet you,
"did you enjoy yourself?" was the question that came out so softly, you last words to me

i never really did actually... but i said "yeah.."

thanks for teaching me one last thing,
 that no matter where i am or what i'm facing,

i shall: enjoy it

you'll always be in my heart, mama